Life of a Retain Student

For a brand new beginning

2008-11-19T02:15:00.000-08:00

I hereby annouce that I will be having a new blog.

http://www.starburstrevolution.blogspot.com/

This new blog is created for the new year ahead.

It is also to congratulate myself for being able to promote
to Secondary FOUR Express stream in the year 2009.

Official Logo of the new blog

{Star*Burst Re^volution}

Copyrights, Jerry Tan

Holidays!

2008-11-17T06:14:00.000-08:00

Things at home had been really bad.

Well, actually, not home.

Relationship with relatives.

Next up
Congratulation to Li Wen, my cousin, who had just finished her
'O' level Examination last week :)

And I had been spending time out of home, at friend's place, shopping
and watching movies!

I have nothing much to post other then saying

Good Bye!!!

Back In Time

2008-11-01T13:32:00.000-07:00

Hey people, it had sure been a long time since I written something here.

There was a lot of things that had happened then... ...
Talking about the latest,

1st November 2008
I took my ABRSM Grade 5 Theory Examination.
It was around City Hall area.
It was easy yet tricky.
It took me 2 hours to really complete the paper.
Actually I took an hour to complete it but
I spent another hour checking for careless mistakes and I found
that I did had a lot of careless mistakes.

I am officially not a retain student anymore.
I am now a retained student not a retain student.
I am promoted to Secondary 4 Express next year.
Well, holidays are ON!!!

More Good News ahead!

30th October till now... ...
Tonsilitis infection... ...
Gum hurts
Can't speak well
Sore Throat
Ulcer on tip of tongue
And lots and lots of flam... ...
Coughing

Bad bad week... ...

2008-08-25T05:00:00.000-07:00

2008-08-23T05:15:00.000-07:00

A warmth welcome to all of you.

Those who are viewing my blog.

I am very glad that at least

20 person would view my blog everyday.

That is a new achievement for me.

Well, my next target would be 40 person.

Well, if you had been viewing
my blog and reading my post.
You would know that every Saturday
I would have piano lesson going on
in the afternoon.

2008-08-21T07:43:00.000-07:00

Today I was late for school.
First time I took the new format pink form (late form)
I woke up around 10am.
And then I started preparing to go to school.
I left home at 11:10am.
Reached West Coast Road around 11:40am.
It was raining so I was waiting for the rain to stop.
Reached school at 11:50am.
Security Guard asked me for Student pass.

Went for Chinese Lesson.
Chinese paper got A2, 74/100
Sad... ...
I hope that my overall can pull my marks up.

Miss How is irritating teacher, seriously irritating.

Thanks to my BB brother, Joshua, for the dinner treat today.

Thanks for my classmates who invited me for tomorrow's class outing.
Hope that tomorrow would not rain :)

Didn't had breakfast.

Biology did not get A grade.
E maths also didnt get A grade.
Eng passed and improved.
Chinese A grade

1st week common test ended. Still have 2nd week to go... ...

2008-08-15T12:12:00.000-07:00

My old bag... ... have a 'mouth' le.

My 2 years old bag.

Random drawing which is not done by me.
Done by people who wants to distress, lols.

Laugh Out Louds... ...

Yesterday, 15th August 2008
was just another normal day.
Actually, it was a special day.

I was purposely late for school.
Mark caught up with me while I
walked past Jamiyah Nursing home.
He told me 7:30am was the offical
late time when I will get the pink
form. Which is the late form.
And when you get the pink form,
the school would call up your
parents.

Mark and I jay walked instead of
waiting for the traffic light to
turn into the green walking man.
Reached school at 7:25am with Mark.
And had to wait until the National
Anthem and Pledge to pass.
Mark was afraid of Miss Chai this morning.
If he is found out that he is late for
school again, Miss Chai would tell his
parents. Well, his parents told Miss
Chai to give extra attention to Mark.
As his Mum was called up as he had
received the pink form.

During Maths lesson, I did not bring
textbook because the day before
was already the Maths test. But
Mr Tan insist that we have to continue
with new topics. He was angry so
he punished those who did not
brought maths textbook. He even
confiscated the handphones of those
who did not bring textbook.

I was one of them.

I was damn pissed off by him once
again. He made us copy topic 7.3
excluding colourful pictures and
some exercises. I used both sides
of the A4 size paper. Some just
follow exactly 4 pages just like
the textbook. Then during recess at
10:30am I went to look for him and
retrieve my handphone. I almost
took the wrong phone because it looked
identical to my W910i. Except that the
other w910i does not have screen protector.

When Mr Tan Eng Wee took my phone. I was
directly cursing him and saying that since
he like to collect handphone so much.
Why not open an handphone shop?

After maths was Physics lesson.
Also know as the most insignificant
lesson because the whole class
on had to copy answers from the
whiteboard only. interesting right?
Well, luckily that day was only
1 period of Physics. If not I would
had been bored to death.

Follow on was 2 periods of
Social Studies lesson
It is known as the most boring
subject in my life. It is not
my SS teacher, Mdm Sutinah's problem.
The problem is from the subject itself.
I was sleeping during the 2nd period.

After Recess was Chinese lesson.
During that 1 period which is 30
minutes. Everyone was very obedient.
Every student was quiet and patience.
Everyone did their workbook comprehansion
corrections and Mrs Pek was suprised!

Lastly was 2 periods of English lesson
with the hell teacher Mrs Jane Chng.
Another simple and insutling joke.

Lim Hui Min, LHM = FHM?
Ultra lame and insulting right!

Yesterday night went to Bugis
with my cousins and Godmother.
Walked to Bugis Street, OG
and Sim Lim Square. I had
brought a new red sling bag from
Bugis street.The Zinc brand
sling bag costed me $35.
It is red in colour and not pink please... ...

I guess the flash had made it look like pink... ...

Included in the bag, a laptop casing.

Had dinner at Long John Silver.
Finally took bus 960 from Bugis
and then back home at Woodlands.

Common Test Period

2008-08-14T08:02:00.000-07:00

Alrights, after tomorrow.
It is declared that I had passed
through half of my Examination period.

I heard that the Secondary 4 had English Oral today.

And something unfortunate happened.
My calculator was in Radian mode throughout
the Maths test. It was supposed to be in Degree
mode most of the time and Radian mode for a
few questions. I did not know about it until
James told me as he saw the Radian sign in
my calculator. I was in serious depression at
that moment.

It just seemed to me that my classmates are
improving dramastically. Very dramatic... ...
Classmates like James, Manfred, Roxanne... ...
It just scares me to see them getting better
and better. But it is good for them as well
as the reputation of the class.

I am getting lousier and lousier.
Today Maths and Chinese tests was
both easy and difficult to answer the
questions. I struggled, a lot!

Tomorrow would be Biology test.
What would happen tonight and later.
I don't know. Everything just seemed so
uncertain and scary. I need to continue to
study more, seriously.

Anyway, I learnt something significant
from Mrs Jane Chng from English lesson
today. Sentence can be made up of
Simple, Compound and Complex types.

Simple is just an independent sentence.
While Compound is two independent
sentence joined together and can be
break up back in to their independent
sentence. Finally, complex sentence
includes an dependent sentence and
an independent sentence. Dependent
sentence uses in spite of, despite and
although.

In summary, this week I had English,
Literature, Chinese, Maths and tomorrow's
Biology. I hope that I can manage tomorrow's
Biology test :)

Test, test, test fever but you don't have to
show it. I am still having body acne on my
back. Back as in the back with the backbone.
Lols, I hope you understand. And there is one
irritating one on the right side of my neck... ...

I am going to continue to stufy my Biology soon.
My regular blog readers and passer-by.
Thanks for coming and Good Nights.

End Post

Spectacles Day

2008-08-13T08:21:00.000-07:00

From Geraldine (Above) : You're the only guy that I know
would keep taking photos of yourself... ...

From Jerry (Above) : I guess it is just something wrong
with my Homones. Maybe I have both Male and
Female homones in my body? Or is it because
of my family background cause I am the only guy
in the household. 3 older sister, 1 mother but no
father cause he deceased when I was 2 years old.
And my father side have no cousins at all.
And my mother side only have another male cousin.
But he is younger than me and I am not close to him.
Hehes.

AND Opps I did it Again.

(Above) Raynee's spectacle

(Above) Joshua's Spectacle

(Above) Ming Seng's Spectacle

(Above) Jeremy's Spectacle

(Above) Photo taken by Sarah. She was trying a different angle while taking photo.

12th August 2008 - Beginning of Common Test

2008-08-12T05:50:00.000-07:00

(Above) : For your information, this is not outside toilet... ... It is just some place in Causeway Point while I was walking to the carpark.

I should describe this period
as disaster and struggling period.

This afternoon,
I had English Common Test (CT).
It tested us on Summary.
Well, the trick is that we would
only need to summarise from
Paragraph 5 to 8.
Yes, Para. 5 to 8, within 150 words.
Seriously, anyway words beyond and
exceeding 150 words would not be
counted in as a point.

One word, Stress... ...
I did not really prepared for Summary.
As my teacher only had informed us
that we are ONLY tested on Summary.
And we are given an hour to do so.

For ROXANNE:
Anyway, Roxanne, all the best and
best wishes for your ABRSM
Grade 5 piano practical tomorrow :)
Don't worry to much, just practice more
and express your music well and you
will not only pass but score well.

Tomorrow's CT would be Literature.
We are tested on Character Analysis
as well as Conflict and Resolution.
Basically, the test is focusing on
Unseen Prose. Wish me luck and
pray for wisdom to come upon me.

This morning I had accidentally
tore one of my contact lens.
I was frustrated and irritated, totally.
Then I did not style my hair and went
to school with a foul mood.
Today, was a bad bad extremely
bad day for me... ...

My Design and Technology (D&T) workpiece

had completed. Another good and simple

workpiece that I had completed.
And I had took a couple of pictures

during D&T lesson.

(Above) : Kenn's personal D&T workpiece
For your information, that is not my hand.
If I did not remember wrongly, it is Bernard's hand.

(Above) : Kenn's back view, LOLs.

(Above) : some of the 3E4 and 3E5 D&T workpiece, Mr Phuan's Class.
I used the Guzheng arrangement to arrange the D&T workspieces.

(Above) : The 5 best workpieces which stands out from the rest.
Extreme left, is Jerry's workpiece
Beside Jerry, is Emmanuel's workpiece
Middle, is Alex's workpiece
Beside Alex, is Kenn's workpiece
Extreme right, is Bernard's workpiece

Jerry's workpiece is dedicated to his classmates since Secondary 1.
1E4, 2E4, 3E4 (2007), 3E4 (2008)

Emmanuel's tree as the top piece is unique and beatiful.

Alex's name as the top piece is technically diffcult and used effort to make it

Kenn's design is very unique and difficult in terms of technique that requires.

Bernard's workpiece stands out because his cam is the
most smooth and it seemed effortless when I turned the handle.

(Above) : Another arrangement using the Guzheng arrangement concept.

That is all the pictures for D&T lesson today :)

Some random stuff... ...!
Tonight's dinner I ate
Tom Yam Bee Hoon Kuey. Stingray and
drank ice lemon tea.

A new goal : towards a attractive blog

2008-08-09T11:18:00.001-07:00

Well, it is 2:18am now.

Basically, It is 10th August

2008, Sunday. I am watching

a drama which is very hilarious.

It is a Jap Drama.

http://www.tudou.com/programs/view/Brmra0Cnwfc/?f=i1

It is nice and enjoyable if you

understand the story.

It is between two sisters.

The elder sister who

is evil and good.

The younger sister is being

made use of by her

elder sister everytime.

There are only 6 episodes

in total.

What had inspired me to blog

now is because just now I was

thinking how to create a blog

that would stands out and

is unique that would attract

regular blog readers into my

blog. What is the formula,

concept and reason behind

it that can make a blog

unique.

Hope that the answer would

come into conclusion in my

mind soon. And I might be

performing for teacher's day

this coming end of August?

I miss being a band vocalist.

I'm waiting for N.C.O.S.

My former band's revival.

Hope that it will happen

very soon.

Who can suggest and English

or Chinese song that can

be sang to dedicate to teachers?

I need help!!!

As Soon As Possible.

Anyone willing to help me?

Please and thanks :)

National Day Celebration in Tanglin Secondary

2008-08-09T00:31:00.000-07:00

3E4 Class Photo!!!

(above)Take 1
(Above) Take 2
(above)Take 3

A big thank you to Douglas from 3E5 who helped us
to take this 3E4 class photo :)
Even though some of our classmates are not
present on that day or
blocked by some of the
classmates while this photo was taken.
We still had fun after the performances
for National Day.

Wendy and Eriza!
Wendy was being dressed up on her hair.
Hahas

(Above) Wendy and Roxanne!

(Above) And Geraldine was involved too!
LoLs!!!

(Above) Mdm Mary Heng and her dearest Daughter :)

Mdm Heng's daughter
is sure having
fun at Tanglin's
National Day Celebration.

(Above) Wendy and Roxanne!

Tags Reply

2008-08-08T21:22:00.000-07:00

5th Aug 2008

To Raynee : Hahas.

To Fiona : Thanks!

To Ling Jie : THANKs!

To Jacqueline : Thanks, Laugh Out Louds. Hahas

To Sheryl : HELLOs!Laughing Out Loud

6th Aug 2008

To Annabel : Yes, totally. Hahas.

To Jacqueline : Hahas.

7th Aug 2008

To Benjamin : At least it shows that I love myself, hahas.

8th Aug 2008

To Tammy : "I saw me" you said. "???"I said

To Hui Min : Thanks a lot!

To James : jerry_tan2001@hotmail.com

8,8,8 triple bliss. 8th August 2008. 08/08/08

2008-08-08T07:59:00.000-07:00

Today is Olympics Day
And today is also National Day Celebration in School.
Tomorrow is National Day

And Next Tuesday is Common Test Week.
Each Common Test Paper is after school.
Well, how should I measure my readiness
for this common test?

I would rate it 5/10 which is very low... ...

I am not confident of this coming common test.
And the marching pass of the different countries
for Olympics is boring me... ...

It is also beacause I am lack of patience.

Although I had rated myself 5 out of 10.
It does not mean that I will get results which is 50%
Gosh, China Sports team is coming in... ...
It is 639 strong sport representives for
this year's Olympics.

National Day Celebration

Finally, it is another year

of independence for Singapore.

Happy Birthday Singapore!

I'm Loving You, Hahas.

Overall, today;s celebration was totally boring.

Any other word that is much more interesting and profound

that can replace boring? Someone help me!

But after the performance ended.

3E4 started to rock.

I took quite a number of photos while 3E4

students are having fun in the parade square.

Even though today's weather looks threathening.

Our 3E4 spirit did not fade.
I wonder if you understand what I mean...

2008-08-07T03:56:00.001-07:00

Common Test

2008-08-06T03:10:00.000-07:00

Yesterday~~~

I had edited my new blogskin template, Underneath the Stars.
Added tagboard, photos, friends and relatives blog links.

Time for me to say this again.
Common Test is coming very soon!
The first paper is on next Tuesday, 12th August 2008.
I should be asking myself and people who are going to
have Exams should ask themselves this question... ...

"Am I really prepared for my upcoming Examinations?"

Are you starting your preparation already or you are just thinking
the following thoughts?

"Ai ya, the dae b4 exam den i study lahs, i wan 2 play me game"

"I m lazy lahs"

"Common Test so easy don nid study also canz"

"CT = no kicks lahs"

"CT use common sense can score well liaos"

"I cant b bothered bout CT, 15% of overall final result, wateva lah"

"I m workin hard nw, don disturb me playin my game!"

"Game mre easy than studies"

"I haven complete my game!"

"My game veri fun leh"

"I cant let go euff my PSP"

"Pls lahs, study 4 exam 4 wat, waste time onli"

"I prefer burnin mid night oil for exams"

"Dun nid so early start, relax relax"

"I m addicited to mi game le"

"Haiz, another exam again"

Well, c'mon, face it. You have to study to achieve good results.
What for, you give yorself so much excuses for just Common Test.
15% does affect your final results. You need to start early revision.
PSP, Computer and Television should not be fully or partly your life.
Just at most spend a period or 2 (I mean half an hour or an hour) at most.
If you overindulged, you will suffer in Examinations.

A Student's Goal now is to study for Exams.
A period which textbooks, workbooks, pens, papers and even assessment books
should appear much more frequently and longer hours as examination draw near.
My friend told me this, "Common Test use Common Sense can do well study hard also no use"
Well, I can only say to my friend, "If you are lucky, you will do well for CT, but you will lose out in Final Year."
However, I did not told my friend directly to his face.

Recently, I did an experiment. I studied 2 days before my chinese spelling.
And guess what happened on the actual day?
I only had to spend around 5 minutes to recall what I had learn that day.
And when the test ended, I managed to remember 9 questions.
(Well, the fact that I missed out the 10th Question... ...
is that I had missed the word out, laugh out loud)
This is how effective when you actually study early.
What for struggle and struggle the day before the test?
Just take time to do your early revision and you will sure have more time to ask more questions.

Alrights, back to normal posting.

6th August 2008

Once again, I have to say that I hate Mrs Chng.
She gave us a Literature work.
there was 2 questions and guess what?
She wants us to write 1 full A4 size paper for just 1 question.
Which means this 2 questions will fill up both sides of the foolscape paper.
Furthermore, my lesson with her was just before recess. (How nice... ...)
I guess in future I don't have to elaborate and you will understand what I mean. (Late recess... ...)
Well, the Unseen text was just 3/4 page and she wants us to write 2 full A4 size pages for 2 dumb questions.
Well, she named her homeroom, her classroom as 'H - E Double L'
(Hell)
Yes, and she's right, HELL.
What is the even worst place then hell?
Can anyone tell me about it?
Then I shall suggest to Mrs Chng to change it to the name of the place which is worst than hell.

And great that my school Principal, Mrs Karen Oei did not talk during morning assembly on Tuesday and Wednesday!

Today, Miss Sharon Gan was on course so Mrs Jacob relief my class.
And she was responsible enough so she, as a Biology teacher too, taught my class on the chapter on Excretion.
Well, I like the way she teach. She does not only teach the basics but she would
also link to other chapters that are related to the topic on Excretion.
But after sometime, I had went into 'KO'(sleepy))mode.
And just nice, she had stopped teaching the class. A good day for me :)
But at times, or most of the time, she is quite naggy. She would lecture as about life.
And I love one of the sentence she said.

"Do not disrespect knowledge"

You know why she said that?
It is because everything in this World is made through knowledge.
And knowledge is stored into the brains of human beings.

Just think about your latest mobile phone model.
Your slim and light weight laptop.
Your previous phone which had only infra-red and your current phone which has only bluetooth.
Faster internet speed, CD-R/CD-RW/DVD-R/DVD-RW, M2/Mini SD card and wireless connection.
Just think about every SINGLE things in your life, around your life and throughout your life.

You MUST, it is NECESSARY for you to Love and Appreciate knowledge :)
Think about your tax pay-ers money and your parents as well as your future.

Ask yourself this question.

"Should I play and enjoy my life first and suffer a thousand times more in future"

OR

"Study hard and achieve better grades so that I can stay in the above average group in the competition"

OR

"Play Hard and Work Hard as long as I maintain the balance between the 2, have good Time Management and have Self-Discipline"

What is required in this processes are

DETERMINATION
SELF-CONFIDENCE
GOOD HABITS
STUDY HARD
SET GOALS & TARGETS
PRAY FOR WISDOM
MAKE ROOM FOR IMPROVEMENT
REST WELL

Friendship

2008-08-03T04:46:00.001-07:00

Firstly, I want to thank Shafeeq for making me
realise the value of friendship after he tagged in my blog.

I guess, I had treated friendship too lightly... ...
I had then decided to change my list of friends in my blog.

Once again, Shafeeq, Thank You very much
for letting me realised the value of friendship :)

People out there, you know best if you had
really treated me as a true friend or passerby in your life.

Sufficient description.

End Post

2008-08-02T23:47:00.000-07:00

It is Sunday today!

And it is soon time to

change my blogskin.

Cause I am irritated by it AlreadY

Hehes

Well, yesterday, there was a National Day Dinner
around my area, Bukit Batok.
There was some Campus Superstars singers,
not so famous, Project Superstar, also not so famous,
and Celebrities came down for performance.
I saw another artist who is famous but~~~
I don't know his name... ...

Yesterday, I went to TOWN (Orchard Road)
straight after Piano Lesson.
I went there to be a 'wandering ghost'

Lols.

I was just kept wandering around.
Oh ya... ... This time I didn't took any photos.
Hehes... ...
So there's no prove ya... ...
But It was really enjoyable!
Saw a LIVE jamming session at Far East.
By a band name... ... (I forgot the name liaos)Hehes... ...
But it was really great, great male vocalist.
I want to have his voice quality!!!

I was at Orchard from 6pm to 9pm.
Then took bus 174 from Youth Park to Bukit Batok, LOLS!
It was a tiring day... ...
When reached Bukit Batok, I went to watch the National Day
Dinner performance.
Then brought dinner, Chicken Chop and 1.5litres Sprite.

Don't feel like blogging much.
That's all!

Bye Bye

End Post

2008-08-01T20:40:00.000-07:00

Whoa, this week was rather fast as time flies.

Which means exams are even coming on its way

Faster than EXpectED!

This week's most irritating teacher of the week is

Mrs Jane Chng!

She just can't stop givin homework.

Can't STOP!

And she have mood swings as well as venting anger

to control the class.

Well, life would be better she can do more meaningful stuff other than

HomeWORK as weLL aS ClassWORK.

But she is beginning to teach more but

I guess I just finD it fruitfulEsS

Boring N MeanINgLEsS?

Anyway, I had subcribed Starhub as my service provider.

I was previously a Singtel custumer.

My Mum got the new phone and I've got the Student pLAn~~~

Mi Mum chosed W910i (isn't tt same as mine???)

I am happy with E plan because it has 200 minutes free outgg call.

Unlimited SMsES as well as tis function 'Chat Anywhere'

It is using MSN in fone.

And GPRS is totally free and I hve 3 mth free trial period :)

Aft 3 mths is 5.25 dollars per month until 31st December 2008

(Promotion price... ...)

It is worthwhile because GPRS is free and can save money on smsES!

And faster replies too :) (GPRS unlimited is oni applied to Chat Anywhere... ...)

Life with Starhub is GoOoOoOoooOOoOOOooooOOOOOooooD

(Temporary... ...)

Finally, this weekdays are over and I am enjoying life nw at

Bukit Batok!

Hahas.

Yesterday was the first day for Chinese Lunar Hungry Ghost Festival... ...

Today is 2nd day oni... ...

And I skipped Boys' Brigade Muster Parade yesterday... ...

Hehes!... ~~~
('~' means dragging or repetition, tis is how I use '~' Muahahahahas~~~)

Nothing much to blog about already... ...

I jus wanna write bye bye and thts it

BYEBYE

End Post

28th July 2008

2008-07-28T01:49:00.000-07:00

It is ME and my 'Zi Lian-ness' again : P

Today had P.E. which is after 2 periods of Chinese lesson.

Then I ran 6 rounds around the school soccer field.

Average was 1 minute and 22 seconds for each round.

3 rounds timing was 4 minutes and 8 seconds.

Good Try Jerry : )

And next week, Monday, is NAFA re-test and test for Pull-up.

I am afraid that I cannot do weel for pull-ups cause my arms are weak!

I missed last year's NAFA test cause I was always late for school.

So this year is my first year doing Pull-up for NAFA test.

And I want to retake my 2.4km run timing.

10 minutes and 21 seconds is too slow... ...

I am aiming for 9 minutes and 30 seconds.

My best timing was in 2006, Secondary 2, 9 minutes 40 seconds

Wish me all the best : )

I am going to start preparing for Common Test from today onwards.

I need to stop blogging in the weekdays starting from today.

Come back in the Weekends and THANKS for Your Support as my

Blog READERS and PASSER- BYs!!!

Laugh Out Loud~~~

And I broke one of part of my workpiece when I was drilling a hole.

The workpiece is a plastic, sadness... ...

I went for Guzheng this afternoon.

Then I left at 3:30pm.

Heard them play much better today : )

Jia You! Jia You!!!

Singapore Youth Festival 2009 Group.

Your aim is to get Gold award!!!

End Post

25 & 26th July 2008

2008-07-26T21:59:00.000-07:00

Weekend = I am staying over at Bukit Batok

Friday, 25th July 2008

I went to school in the morning as usual.
Today was a normal and usual day.
School ended at 12:40pm and I went home straight.
I carried a haversack bag full of books and a sling bag full of clothes.
Had already planned to go back to Bukit Batok.
I had skipped Boys' Brigade training that day.

I went back and brought lunch and a new watch.
Totally white :)
I wanted to buy it long ago.
But I was lazy to go to Bugis :P
Next watch that I am aiming for is a nice watch.
Those that guys wears to office :)
Style !!!

I slept at 4am that night.
And woke up at 12:30pm the next day.

Saturday, 26th July 2008

I spent the whole afternoon preparing myself for that night's dinner.
Founders' Man Award Presentation dinner.
My BB brothers are getting the award.
And I am going to attend the dinner.
9-course meal :)
Benjamin called me and sms-ed me to ask me whether I am going.
Had a difficult time to decide on what clothes to wear
and style what kind of hairstyle.
First day that I used my Gatsby Moving Rubber :)

Went for Piano lesson as usual.
3:45pm to 4:45pm.
Then went to the Bus-stop near Dover MRT station
to wait for Miss Chai's car.
Singapore Swimming Club at Tanjong Rhu Road.
Near East Coast Park.

She is fetching Mr Tie and me to the place.
Reached the place and had some trouble to find a parking place.
Then reached Ban Heng Resturant at 6:15pm.
Overall, we took a lot of photos that day.
Had fun and the event ended at 10:15pm.

Went back with Nevin, Benjamin, Yan Hui and Mr Tie.
Took a bus then train.
The bus went pass Geylang, hahas.
Saw a lot of durians.
Most of them were size of a BASKETBALL!
Each and everyone, no joke.
Had stomachache along the way back.
Those kind of stomachache which you want to go to the toilet.
But I holded it until I reached home.

Brought supper first.
Nasi Lemak at Bukit Batok Coffeeshop.
Reached home around 12:30am.
2 piece chicken wing, egg and lots of chilli.
Was full and kept using computer.
Slept around 5am that day.
Woke up around 11am today.

I will upload photos next time.
And this blogskin is giving me a lot of trouble.
The Tagboard colume kept moving to the Blog post column centre.
And I had to rewrite the number in my blog Template... ...
And adjust it again and again and again.
But I still like this blogskin :P
Even though it kept giving me problems.

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2008-07-24T08:07:00.000-07:00

Well, I was thinking that I am actually wasting my time blogging because only around 20 viewers come to my blog each day. What for waste my time to blog? Shouldn't I be studying at my study desk now? Instead of blogging and wasting my minutes on computer and acculmuate the time and spend on working on my topics in different subjects?

I did not go for Guzheng for this whole week. And I want to skip Boys' Brigade Parade tomorrow. I had been going home as early as I can after school. And spending my time on the computer, piano, taking a nap and slacking at home. I am leading a very simple and lonely life. This is the path I had chosen to take. If I want a lively life, I should be organising outings and activities, asking people out to window shopping and even just go to a park and take a stroll down the pathway.

Why not keep a healthy lifestyle? Have a balance and fruitful day by exercising with your friends and keep your emotion into happy mood. Which is also good for the mental health. You should now decide how you want to make full use or good use of the hours you have in a day.

Be a wise man and not a lazy man

Be a generous man and yet not a petty man

Serve and not complain

I can only say that time is precious. Please make sure that you treasure the beloved ones around you. Before it is too late to realise how important they are to you. Be confident of yourself and live your life to the fullest instead of watching the television and stretching out your hands for money from parents. You should breakthrough in life and get out of the comfort zone you are in. Comfort zone refers to things like sleeping for long hours, using the computer, playing the computer games, watching television, lazy to do things especially housechores and day dreaming.

2008-07-24T02:00:00.000-07:00

I am at my Elder Sister home now to visit my Nephew :)

Today school was terrible.
Especially with Mrs Jane Chng and Miss Sharon Gan.

Their names = HOMEWORK and more HOMEWORKs

I reached school early.
I woke up then went to wear contact lens, style my hair,
brush my teeth and wore my school uniform.
Usual routine... Blah, Blah, Blah, Blah... ...

When the train I board reached Clementi.
I saw Mr Andy Mickey and Mr Sia going down the escalator.
Then I walked to school, went up to the hall to play the piano.
Had morning assembly in Mr Mohan's homeroom,
cause he is my Form Teacher.

Some Japanese schools came to our school for Exchange programme.
Same schools as last year. But this year was not very interesting.
Didn't see a lot of Beauty an Handsome. So boring.

Miss Deborah Lim came late for class.
I was joking with Geraldine about her name.

That Bra Shop at Lim Chu Kang.
Understand?

De - Borah(shop)- Lim (Chu Kang)

Laugh Out Loud!

Had some National Day Parade slideshow presentation
during Assembly before school end.
I went to play the piano after assembly and show-ed off my skills.
Some of them were impressed.
My classmates, cause we had to pass up our work in the hall before
we can go home. And pass it up to who? Mrs Jane Chng.
She totally spoiled my day.

During English class I said "what the hell"
She said "I know hell is 4 letter word and chng is also 4 letter word"
I said "what the chng!"
Then she came and rub my back... ...
With her palm.
I was about to fal asleep during Mrs Chng lesson.
Cause Literature is like damn damn boring.
Miss Sharon Gan was far much more irritating.
She almost made us copy the whole chapter on
respiration and including the diahgrams.
So lame can, and her lesson was as usual, boring... ...
But did learn a bit of information, mind you, a bit!!!

Nothing much to blog today.

My emotional status today is 'Weird, Sad and High'

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Mr Mohan's Homeroom
Mr Mohan's Homeroom
See the 'nipples'?
It is actually Correction Fluid

22nd July 2008

2008-07-22T07:53:00.000-07:00

During English Class I was feeling tired.
After English was Biology class.
I was exceptionally high in mood.
I was feeling mentally well.
So I kept talking, joking and laughing during Biology class.
Then Miss Sharon Gan was angry.
Until she made us learn Human Repiratory System by ourselves
and we have to submit our 100 words summary to her.
I was pissed off and irritated.
Damn you Miss Gan!

Played Piano during recess.
Reached school early as usual.
Played piano before morning Assembly.
Had Form Teacher's Period at the end of the day.
And went back home straight after school.
Played Lumines Block on the way home in the MRT train.
Listen to MP3 on the way home.
Did my English and Biology homework.

(Above): Racial Harmony Day, Mini Tanglianian Pianist Gathering

(Above): Receiving my National Youth Achievement Award Bronze and Silver
Certificate from Miss Charine Chai.
Left is me, Right is Miss Chai

(Above): Benjamin Tan as the Change Parade 2008 Commander

(Above): Candid picture of Nicholas(Front), Eric (White), Shermond(Left back),
Yan Hui(Right of Shermond), Han Wee(Extreme back) and Nevin (Beside Yan Hui)

(Above): 26th Company 2005 Batch members

(Above): Photo taken by me.
In picture, from left is Eric, Jaren, Jon, Nicholas, Nevin, Tony.
From Middle is Yan Hui. Right is Noel and Joshua.

Racial Harmony Day

2008-07-21T06:49:00.000-07:00

Racial Harmony Day 2008

21st July 2008

Tanglin Secondary School

An inspiration from Kenn Tai.
Using broken 'Sex' wristband to make smiley face.
(Above): First Smiley made by Kenn Tai

(Above): Photo and Smiley by Jerry Tan

(Right):Photo and Smily by Jerry Tan

(Above): Photo and Smiley by Jerry Tan

(Right): Photo and Smiley by Jerry Tan

(Above): Candid photo and their reaction was fast
enough to cover their faces. This is taken before the
Tanglin Workout.
Left is Wendy, Right is Roxanne

(Above): They posed for me to take photo of them.
Left is Wendy, Middle is Sherlyn, Right is Roxanne

(Above): Roxanne was playing with my camera and
she took a picture of me.

(Above): I requested to Roxanne to take this photo for me, Hahas.

(Above): Xin Yi was talking to me about my 'Zi Lian-ness'
Then I had purposely took a photo with her. Candid?
She was giggling when I was trying to take this photo, Lols... ...
Left is Jerry, Right is Xin Yi

(Above): Photo taken by Roxanne while she was playing with my camera

(Above): While waiting for dismissal after a whole day of celebration
in school and the guys are spending their time on chinese chess.

(Above): Left is Guo Jie, Right is Alex

(Above): Which legs are Roxanne's and which legs are Wendy's?
Photo taken by Wendy/Roxanne while they were playin with my camera

(Above): This photo is taken by Roxanne.
Person in photo is Wendy

First

Today is Racial Harmony Day Celebrations at school.
We had special guest coming to our school.
And had this new 'Tanglin Workout'
As well as the highlights are Parent Support Group
performance and a short play skit by our very own students.

After that we went down to do our "Great Tanglin Workout'.
And everyone did a great job, seriously writing here.

I did had fun today. And I took some photos of my company's BB boys
who represent BB for Guest-of-Honour Contingent.

Weekend! 19 and 20th July 2008

2008-07-18T22:48:00.000-07:00

Yesterday was great!

I was invited to join Mark, Elton and Wei Xiang for LAN gaming at
'ZOOM'! It had been a long time since I had went to LAN shop :)
Thanks Guys!

Early that morning, I went to school.
I was supposed to meet Miss Chai and the rest, 7am, at West Coast

Macdonalds for Breakfast. Miss Chai treat us to breakfast.

My elder sister woke me up.
I was sleeping in the living room with my bed.
I received a message from Chuan Huat to ask me what breakfast I want.
I woke up at 7:15am.
Then I left home at 7:45am
I restarted my phone because there was some conntection problem
Reached school at 8:15am
I went up to BB room and tidy up the room, charge my handphone
and blast some music using the computer.
After that, I went down to eat my breakfast and did my job
which is to update the BB noticeboard for Racial Harmony
Day celebration on Monday.

Miss Chai passed me some photos and Programme sheet to
fill up the noticeboard. And overall, I think I did a good job.
Note, it is not a great job. Hahas
Mark came to ask me whether I want to join them for
LAN gaming after updating the noticeboard.
At first I rejected their invitation becauseof money matters.
Then Elton came and remind me that he still owe
me some money and he agreed to pay for my LAN bill.
Then I went off to 'ZOOM' with them.

While using the computer, they was some technical problem
and it wasted 5 minutes of our LAN time... ...
We all played Counterstrike: Condiditon Zero.
We played for 1 hour 45 minutes.
We teamed up as Counter-Terrorist and fight the 'Bots'
Computer controlled Terrorist.
We started plaing at 11:00am and left at 12:45pm.
It was very fun playing with them, hahas.
Learn new skills from them too.

Oh, they were helping Miss Chai to update the Pupil Welfare

and Basics noticeboard.

They = Chuan Huat, Elton, Mark and Wei Xiang. Well done guys!

Then we went to a playground nearby to play the swing.

After that we walked to Clementi Stadium to buy drinks from Vending
machine. Something happened during the process, Laugh Out Loud!
Then I was at the bus-stop near Clementi Stadium, the guys
shout from the over-head bridge nearby to greet me GoodBye.

Went back to Bukit Batok and brought lunch.
Ate lunch at home and took a nap.
And I overslept.
I was almost late for piano lesson.
I reached at 3:50pm.
When I my lesson is at 3:45pm.
Luckily my cousin just ended her piano lesson
at 3:50pm, phew.
I was honest with my teacher again that I did not
practice my piano :P Instead I practice 'Secret' piano piece.
She had that what the heck expression on her face.
But I did enjoy piano lesson today :)
Even though I did not practice ;p
ANd I played a bit of 'Secret' piano piece on the Grand Piano.
And I fell in love with the Grand Piano.
The tone that came out from the piano was crystal clear.
I want a Grand Piano!

Then lesson ended and my piano teacher passed me a
packet of drink as usual.

I took bus 178 back to Bukit Batok and my elder sister ordered Pizza Hut!!!
Hahas.

After dinner, I went to do my homework.
Halfway through homework was using the computer.
Used Youtube to search for songs such as

'O Holy Night by Celine Dion, Mariah Carey, Josh Gorban and Kelly Clarkson.
AND
David Cook, Always be my Baby and original version of Always Be my Baby by
Mariah Carey :)

Lastly was 'I don't want to miss a thing' by Aerosmith and
David Cook version. David Cook's voice sounds so Aerosmith.
Laugh Out Loud.

I also went to ASKnLEARN.com/eduLEARN
To view Matrices powerpoint to do the worksheet.

Slept early today because I slept late on Friday night and woke up early
on Saturday morning. 11:30pm, knocked out on bed, lols.

Thats all for today :)
I woke up at 6:40 am and went to sleep.
Woke up at 9am,10am,11am and then finally woke up at 12pm. Lols

Thats all.

Bye Bye and Thanks

I Can't Hate you Anyway more ~~~

End Post

My day, my story. 18th July 2008

2008-07-18T06:21:00.000-07:00

My Nights is just computer

I think I am going to blog a long blog post today.
I am watching a Hong Kong drama show
'Tang Xing Feng Bao'.

It is about a family fighting for the 6 Billion inheritance.
From hiding their true colours from showing their true colours.
A man, Mr Tang, who owns an Abalone company and married with 2 wives.
The thing is that the second wife is not officially married with Mr Tang.
But she is staying with his family.

She had been faking her true self until 30 years later she finally
had the chance to marry Mr Tang.
This show is very exciting especially when Mrs Tang, the first wife.
She was intelligent enough to make the second wife show her true self.
And it is protraited to the family members.

But she did not live long as she had cancer.
Then Mr Tang was very stubborn.
Thats why Mr Tang officially married the second wife.
And the second wife had an affair outside.
They paired up and used ways to fight for the 6 Billion dollars inheritance.
Extradinary-ly entertaining, heart throbbing and a drama that will
make you curse and swear over the wicked roles.

The Boys' Brigade Part 1

I had The Boys' Brigade this afternoon at 1:30pm.
It was in school, just regular Friday training.
I was really bored so after Praise and Worship, I went to switched on
the computer in Miss Chai's Homeroom.
When it was BB CARE serive learning. I was forced to join in
the 'learning' when I was using the computer.
Then I was damn pissed off by Captain... ...

I am just writing how I feel... ...
I hate it when I have to stop using the computer.
He had interrupted my plans to update the BB blog... ...
Then, finally... ...
Nothing much
Just starting to find BB boring and irritating... ...
I am beginning to peel it off like a big scar in my life.

Time will change a man.
And time waits for no man.
How impatient is time?
How nice is time?

The Boys' Brigade Part 2

Benjamin came for The Boys' Brigade today to help out
in Drill training for Lower Secondary while Wei Kang, Yang Peng and me
was in Miss Chai's Homeroom using the computer.
After BB CARES Service learning, it was First-Aid test for those who attended
Adventure Awards Camp 2008. I am free from the test!

If I am not wrong, I had acquired the final stage for First0Aid badge last year.
I continued to use the computer.
Then I was chatting with Joel, Yan Keng, Nicholas, Mark and Benjamin.
While Khoon Fai is sharing about his Taiwan trip with Captain.
I was also listening in parts and it sounds fun and hilarious.

Donavan came for BB but he left during Praise and Worship.
How nice is he? (Sarcasism)
He was supposed to stay thoroughout the whole BB session.
If he leaves, the rest of the boys will not have Soccer training.
That is what Miss Chai had told him.

What happened in the end?
Miss Chai still allowed them to go for Soccer Training.
And Donavan is the in-charge for this year's BB soccer team.
26th Company soccer team is a never win team.
Captain, what for waste the time on soccer?
They are more sad to lose why not keep them away from not enjoying?
Why must we continue to be the organiser for Ephraim Cup?

The Boys' Brigade Part 3

Garrick had improved on his skills on the guitar,
great job and keep going! Yan Keng wants me to teach
him keyboard because he wants to form a band.
He saw me playing the piano in the hall that's why he
approached me. I rejected his request because I don't
like to teach... ... I had also updated the BB blog today!
Edited the latest post with new photos and edited the words.
Finally another job done!

bb26th

I just want a longer time everyday.
I want to sleep well and longer.
So that I am ready for tomorrow.
I am not ready... ...

Guzheng

Today I went to Abi mei's blog.
I was disappointed.
She knows that she had the influence among the Secondary 2
And what is happening now?
She is rebelling and the rest are too.
Just some internal conflict.
I will only have 2 words for them, 'Selfish' and 'Ridiculous'
Leadership, just another politcs stuff... ...
Take it easy and leave it easy.
I did it too, what is so hard for you to leave it easy?

I will just hope that Guzheng would not close down because of some
sudden rush of decision to quit.
I would not want the history of Tanglin Guzheng Ensemble
to close down because of a stubborn act of rush.
How nice to close down a CCA... ...
Sadist... ...?

Home-Based Learning Week

Today is last day for Home-Based Learning Week.
5 days of boredom had ended.
5 days of pure computering in school had finally ended.
5 days of stress and anger had ceased.
Yet, another wave of tension and stress is coming from behind.
Which is the homework given during HBL week.

I had to do something I hate the most, doing homework.
I will struggle first, then curse and swear and finally squeeze my brain juice.
End of the day, strong tense and sweats of relieve came upon me and

Work is DONE!

Life is hard, live it well... ...

During the Weekend

I am now in Bukit Batok home.
My mum cooked dinner again tonight.
Went back straight after BB had ended.
I went back home with Jing Han.
Took bus 176 and it was very crowded.
I saw an middle age lady with a lot of bags of food stuff and
to be recycled stuff. And I also saw a pregnant lady with no
one offering seat for her. She look like she is going to give
birth soon. Her tummy is very big like watermelon already.
New born coming to earth soon : )

I am having piano in the afternoon on Saturday.
At the same day in the morning, going to meet
Miss Chai to update the BB noticeboard and help her with her
Pupil Welfare Noticeboard.

Maybe Saturday night will be homework clearing night?
I doubt so... ... Hahas
Sunday too? Laugh Out Louds

Nothing much to write le.
I am so going to bored you upside down if I contiune.

End Post

Home-Based Learning Week, Day 5

2008-07-17T17:48:00.000-07:00

I am in Mrs Jane Chng's homeroom now at Level 4 Block E.
Well, today's period is Mother Tongue Language.
Which means that I am doing Chinese work now.

Laugh Out Louds

It is still the same old boring day... ...
Last Day for HBL week 2008!

And the sky seemed like it is going to rain le.
Now I am very cooling because the cold breeze is hitting against
my face. Hahas.

I am going back to my own home at Bukit Batok today.
And should I go for The Boys' Brigade today?
I want to skip training!
Anyway, I am given a new task, to update the The Boys' Brigade noticeboard.
Which means I cannot go back early today... ...

I am beginning to feel that Co-Curricular Activity is boring.
Usually I would love, really love, to go for CCA.
But when I don't feel a sense of belonging, I dislike to go for CCA.
Well, I still like to go for Guzheng, hahas.

Yesterday, I went back Bukit Batok because my mum cooked dinner.
I ate Deep Fried Fish, Lotus Soup and Sliced Pork Meat.
I had eaten 2 big bowl of rice cause' it was really tasty and nice.
I just simply love home-cooked food!
Especially my Elder sister's Godmother's cooking.
Last time she stay with us and she was like a family member
of us. Most of the weekend, she would cook breakfast and dinner for us.
But she had went back to her hometown in Ipoh, Malaysia
because she don't have work permit in Singapore.

My Nephew is 1 and a half month old today.
Hahas, he is very cute de kaes.

See that?
Hahas.
And when babies cry, they don't shed tears.
And once they are hungry, they will cry.
Lols!

End Post

Home-Based Learning Week,Day 4

2008-07-16T21:44:00.000-07:00

Half of my class having fun with this Yahoo! game,

Text Twist

They are now crowding beside my computer that I am using.
Min Jia from 3E2 shared this game with us then she left.
James and Jian Yang started playing then came Raynee, Sheryl, Feng Yuan and Manfred.
I was wondering what were they doing, then I joined them.
Hui Min and Alex joined in too.
Now they are laughing happily and enjoying playing the game together.
Hahas

School's gonna end soon, at 1:15pm.
Now is 12:47pm.

This morning I had a bad mood when I reached school.
It just came naturally.
But after having a fun time playing Text Twist with my friends,
my mood is better le. Laugh Out Louds!
I was sharing this computer with ming Seng and Kim Han.

Today is 'HBL' week 4th Day which is also the second last day too!
I will miss the times when I am slacking with my classmates,
using MSN, watching horror pictures, doing homework
and watching Youtube videos.

Oh ya, during recess I went to the hall. I was watching this dance by Secondary 2 girls.
What attracted me to the hall? At first was the Grand Piano. But before I reached the hall, I heard loud blasting of music. Mostly is Piano solo and short vocal solo.
And I really liked the music and I LOVE the loud blasting of music with some bass part! Whoo!
I like the dance that the Secondary 2 girls danced. It was meaningful in my eyes.
Just that I don't know how to explain... ... Anyway, I am just looking forward to watch their performance on Racial Harmony Day celebration next Monday!
Hehes.

This morning, as usual, Tanglin Workout. And I realised that we are only doing TaiJi and Silat.
Then the last part is to shout TANGLIN! Laugh Out Louds!

I am still learning the piano piece 'Secret' I can memorise the whole piece le.
I am so happy!!! Just need to brush up and smoothen the fast semiquavers part as well as octaves apart segement.
I can do it!!!

What will be going on tomorrow is so uncertain.
Hope that life would be great as each day go on... ...
I am going change my lifestyle and habit.
Working hard to achieve a new ME!

Hehes.

Good Habit reap Good Character!
Good Attitude mean Greater alttitude in achievements.

Understand?
Hahas, whatever!

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Hall of Fame, Friends

2008-07-16T07:14:00.000-07:00

If you are in my Hall of Fame, Friends.
It means that you are significant person in my life.
Laugh out louds... ...
Just want to thank you for being my friend, my friends.
Hehes.
Take Care!

Life still have to go on.
Homework done = Freedom to use computer

When I was doing my Elementary Mathematics homework on Circle Properties.
Once again, I was cursing and swearing in my mind.
And forcing myself to do homework.
My temper was boiling and I was trying my best to do each and every question.

It was really difficult, really... ...

But I still managed to finish it in the end.
Just left some questions which are 'unreasonable' with some stupid answers.
I will just hate Circle Properties forever!

Ate Breakfast, Lunch and Dinner (Random again!... ...)
This Morning had Tanglin Workout practice again... ...
And then for tomorrow will be Dry Run through on next Monday's
Racial harmony celebration.

Using computer time is to relieve stress and temper... ...
I just argued with my cousin's over my effort in my studies... ...

Nothing much to write le... ...
Gonna chat with my Good Friend on MSN.

BYe BYe

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Home-Based Learning Week, Day 3

2008-07-15T21:55:00.000-07:00

I am in Mrs Jane Chng's classroom now.

Today is the 3rd day for 'Home-Based Learning' Week.
Still the same, boring... ...
As usual, early in the morning had Assembly.

Then had practice for the Tanglin Workout.
Tanglin workout ended at 8:19am.
How I know? Cause I looked at my watch, lols.
And Mr Wan lead again, I like his teaching style :P
It is easy to remember the moves and enjoyable.

During the Tanglin workout practice.
Raynee, Sheryl, Joshua and me was laughing and joking with Mr Mohan.
Why? Mr Mohan did the moves in a funny way.

Today's lesson are Mathematics and English Language.
Then during recess went to hall again to play the piano.
I am learning 'Secrets' piano piece.
It is a piano piece from Jay Chou's movie,
"Bu Neng Shuo De Mi Mi".
In the story, the female lead actress play this piece in
to go order to be able to go back to the past.

Then Timothy and Joel came to look for me while I was playing
the piano in the hall, chatted for a while then I went down to canteen
to buy chicken cutlet. I had added a lot of Mayonnaise, sweet-ness.

I went back to Mrs Chng's homeroom and started doing my corrections
for English Language comprehansion. I am slightly faster than some of my classmates. They just started doing it today, lols.
Which means lesser work and lesser burden for the rest of this week.
And more computer for the day!

I don't want to do Speech writing homework.
Can you imagine that I am writing a Speech writing composition... ...
Hate English lots and A LOT!!!

School's gonna end soon, 1:15pm and it is 1:10pm now.
Time to greet you farewell!
Bye Bye

End Post

Home-Based Learning Week, Day 2

2008-07-15T08:52:00.000-07:00

Conclusion:

Homework done = Freedom to use computer

However, I had a hard time doing my English homework.
I was cursing and swearing in my mind cause it was really difficult... ... Extremely!

A comprehansion on a person's speech. How nice is the English Department, Miss Sophia Ng to let us do causal speech comprehansion. How much I wish that there is Higher English Language and Normal English Language.

Where Normal English does not have Summary.
Just like how the Chinese Language system works.
How great and relaxing life could be... ...

Without English!(Singing)

Today's special is that instead of stop using the computer at 12:00am. I am allowed for another extra 15 minutes which is 12:15am! Yeah!

Tomorrow... ... Just another boring day!
Home-Base Learning Week in school, how nice... ...
Totally spoils my mood.
The topics used during 'HBL' is very difficult lor.
We have to do this 'Teach Less, Learn More' programme at the same time.

First, Pure Biology, Respiration leh!!! I am so going to get a 'C' grade for this coming Common Test... ... Which is the week after National Day Parade.

Next is Elementary Mathematics, Circle Properties!!!!!!!!!!!!
This is the one I would always worry most of the time!!!
And it is chosen for 'HBL'. Great-ness!

Another 'C' Grade for Common Test... ...

I hate HBL!!!

And I hate my school for being so disorganised during this HBL Week event... ...

Today is 'O' level Mother Tongue listening comprehansion.
I'll hope that this year Secondary 4 would do very well for 'O' levels and make Tanglin a better place to be in... ...! Yeah!

eND pOST

No Freedom = Lifeless

2008-07-13T20:11:00.000-07:00

I lost of freedom to use computer at my

Relative place at Woodlands!!!

She put password into the Desktop computer.

I am living in a controlled life now.

Then why am I able to blog now?

I am in school lor, hahas.

Cause of this 'Home-Based Learning programme'

I have to stop now.

Just to tell you I wouldn't be able to blog everyday.

Maybe, once a week only, hais.

I am living in a controlled life now~~~

2008-07-13T03:39:00.000-07:00

Things that I had brought recently... ...

2008-07-12T08:13:00.000-07:00

This is my new found blogskin.

Named 'Music Overload'

(Done by Designer: KOOKIES and

Basecodes provider:YLING ;D )

I love this simple yet striking blogskin.

Simplicity rocks and Random-ness too :P

I'll hope that you will like it.

Thanks for coming, you're my motivation to contiune

blogging :]

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"... 我知道你我都没有错, 只是忘了怎么退后... " 周杰伦-退后

Being Consistent

2008-07-11T22:12:00.000-07:00

(This is my latest art piece, 5-petals flower spread, hope that you'll like it)

Consistent

I had found this word from Adam Khoo's book

'I am Gifted, so are You!'.

This word was found from a chapter about how
students scored 'A' s in their Examinations.
And one of the keyword is '(Being) Consistent'.

Being 'Consistent' means that after learning a
new chapter in a textbook, student have to practice
and revise that particular chapter regularly at home.

Well, the common mistakes that students made is
that they would not practice and revise after learning
that particular chapter. They would spend their time on
sleeping, playing games, stoning, shopping,
relationships. play and watch television.
All these are mistakes when they spent too much time
on it and neglected their studies.And when Exams is
just a few days later. The student would then start
practicising and revising all chapters at one go.

Students who practice and revise last minute
definately would lose out to those who practice regularly.
Results would show during Mid-Year and Final Year
Examinations. Unless the student who practice and
revise last minute listen and understand the chapter
well during class, the student would definately score
badly in Major Examinations.
(Referring to Mid-Year and Final year)
It is because of the massive numbers of chapters
that are tested.

Therefore, being consistent is needed if you want
to score your 'A' s. (Note, it is 'A' s not just an 'A')

A student who is consistent can ask more question
and practice different levels of difficulty questions.
And when it comes to exams, the student is prepared
to face different questions that would come up during
exams. While the student who does it last minute
will be struggling to understand the chapter well.
And does not have enough time to practice.
Therefore, most student would give up.

However, being Consistent is building a frim foundation
in your brain and it is for the future. Why? Having the
basics memorise in your brain, you would have to spend
more time on what you had builded on. Instead, you will
have more time on chapters you are struggling with.

Strive for Success and then

Success will be Yours!

What kind of questions should you ask when you are learning
a new chapter? I have 3 of them in order:

Firstly: Clear your doubts.
Ask questions on what you do not understand on that
chapter.

Secondly: Ask questions out of the textbook.
Ask some question that is related to the chapter
but it is not in the textbook to gain more knowledge.
Especially if the student finds the chapter boring.
Ask out of the textbook!

Finally: Ask random questions!
Laugh out Loud!sss

End Post

"... 我知道你我都没有错, 只是忘了怎么退后... " 周杰伦-退后

My whole day - 10th July 2008

2008-07-10T02:59:00.000-07:00

10th July 2008, Thursday

Woke up at 6:20am.

First thing I did was struggling to wake up.
Cause I had only managed to fall asleep at 4am.
(I had a nap yesterday from 5pm to 8:30pm)
First thing was to go out and check the time.
(Whether I have enough time to style my hair,
wear my contact lens and brush my teeth)

Then went to my table in the study room to get
my Gatsby Wax and Contact lens case.
Went into the bathroom and wore my
contact lens first then wax-ed my hair.
Lastly, I brushed my teeth.

It was 6:30am then... ...
Took my bag, opened the gate and took my shoe.
I spiked some 'snake' powder on my leg.
(Cause I have 'HongKong'[Smelly] feet.
my feet sweat so the powder had kind of reduce the
sweat at the end of the day and no more
'HongKong' feet)
Left home and headed downstairs.
My Godmother was at the carpark, inside her car.
As usual, fetched me to Marsling MRT station.

It was 6:40am when I reached Marsling MRT station.
Had to top up my Ez-link card cause it is -$0.20.
Top-ed up $5 took recipt and board 6:45am train
towards Jurong East station.
As usual, saw some familiar faces of strangers that
took the same train as me.

Listened to my MP3 in my Handphone.
Reached Clementi at 7:10am.
Walked to school like what I do every morning.
Reached at 7:22am, bell rang a 7:23am.
Went up to the hall cause the weather was bad.

Morning Assembly at 7:25am.

Listened to National Anthem, recited the Pledge.
Had annoucment and briefing on

'Home-based learning' for the whole of next week
and Racial Harmony day.
Then left for class after Morning Assembly.
(Home-based learing is in school not at home.
so sad... ... Others schools, students have it at home
shan't elaborate much... ...)

First 2 periods, English Language... ...
With Mrs Jane Chng. Gave us some worksheets and
instructions for Literature period (which is after recess)
cause she would not be around during Literature period.
Completed her work on time, proceeded to corrections.
Then the bell rang after I started on corrections.

Went for Biology class, 1 period.
Continued on the chapter on Heart.
I was feeling sleepy then... ...
Miss Sharon Gan was angry because my classmates
were sleeping during her lesson and a lot of them
still did not bring Bio textbook for this single period.

But you know what?

She did not fine them this time... ...
Nothing much to write on this liaos... ...

Headed for Elementary Mathematics.
Then the unhappy thing happened.
Mr Tan Eng Wee is also in the class. (Again!!!)
Then Mr Mohan asked for homework.
Then I was like, where got homework.

In my mind was like this... ...
(!!!!!!!!!!! then ???????????, oh no~~~~~~~~~
Where got?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?! I really don't know... ...
I knew my Ez-link card is going to be confiscated
by Mr Tan again... ... I really don't know lahs!)

After shouting(complaining) at Mr Mohan,
I decided to give up, cause
it is like... ... Meaningless to argue further.
Afterall there is no work from me.
No matter how much I argue, Mr Tan will be
the one who collects my Ez-link card... ...

Then, when my Ez-link card was confiscated.
My day was spoiled... ... Ruin-ed... ... My mood... ...
But I was having bad mood only during E. Maths.
This time round didn't really spoiled my whole day.
Cause I want to be happy instead I was cursing
and swearing throughout E. Maths lesson while
trying to do my 'home' work in class... ...
8 questions on testing on similar triangles... ...

Then came Chemistry after 2 periods of E. Maths.
I took a photo of myself in Chemistry class before
lesson began.

Today's Chemistry lesson learnt something.
Miss Deborah Lim asked me what is the Chemical
formula for Sulphate. First, I said SO4.
She said "What is missing?"
I was thinking "huh?"
Then she told me Sulphate is H2SO4... ...
Hahas.
From today onwards, I will remember
that Sulphate is H2SO4.

During Recess, followed Thern Yang to
level 3 Central staircase to finish up
E. Maths homework, Practice 5.2 with Thern Yang.
Feng Yuan was there too. Then came Fiona and
Joana, then Joana went somewhere else.

Feng Yuan, Thern Yang and me was doing E. Maths.
Then Feng Yuan finished then went off first.
Left Thern Yang, Fiona and me.
Fiona asked do I look weird without specs?
Thern Yang and I said 'no'.
Just that those who said you look weird are
not used to you not wearing specs.

Then I played 'Over you' by Chris Daughtry.

When I changed song half-way through.
Thern Yang and Fiona requested to play it again.
Lols.
Brought my homework to canteen to look for
Mr Tan Eng Wee. He did not check in detail this
time round. He returned our Ez-link cards.
And soon the bell rang. Which means... ...
I missed Recess, Breakfast... ...

Chinese Lesson, Mrs Pek.
Composition practice and she gave us
one of the question from this year's
May 'O' level Chinese question.
I had forgotten the question.
Mrs Pek minimum requirement was 300 words.
Ended up I wrote around 250 words.

Then it was Literature, before going into the
class. I did something stupid outside the class.
Then, saw Mrs Jane Chng. (I thought she had
to go off?) Nah, she just came to inform us that
there will be relief teacher for 2 periods of Literature.
And another teacher will come up and lock the door
at the end of the day. And soon, she went off.

I am so happy that my classmates were very obedient.
Not noisy even when there is no teacher around.
Just do their work peacefully and spoke with
each other softly. I am glad to have them as classmates.
Lols.

And it is Tanglin Workout training again... ...
As usual, boring and more boring.
I was half asleep while doing the workout.
I think it is a total waste of my time.
Well, because I am totally not interested in it.
No change in duration, 2pm to 3pm.
The thing that I hate the most is Mr Andy Mickey
kept walking towards my class.

And you know what he did?
Nag, Nag and Nag.
Scold, Scold and Scold
And finally warning and more warnings.

Time to go home!
Walked to Clementi MRT station.
Before that, went to buy Blueberry Waffles.
Today's Waffles totally wasted my money.
Cause it was a new female assistant.
Not crispy, not the usual blueberry and soggy.
I will not buy if she is the one making it le.
She spoiled my whole afternoon.
The blueberry is not the usual blueberry.
She took from another container
different from the original blueberry.
It looks more like Rasberry... ...
You watch out... ...

Reached Woodlands at 4:10pm
Switched on computer soon after reached home
Bathe at 4:55pm

Dinner at 7pm
Brought 1 year supply of monthly disposable
contact lens. $110 for 12 pairs.
Now troubled on how to return my Godmother
$110 as soon as possible.
Hais... ...

Money ah money... ...

End post

"... 我知道你我都没有错, 只是忘了怎么退后... " 周杰伦-退后

A story bout an Electric Shaver and Jerry

2008-07-10T02:17:00.001-07:00

This is a story about an Electric

Shaver and Jerry Tan... ...

(... ...All I can say is, a lesson learnt... ...)

It had happened on 9th July 2008 at night.

I was irritated by my tiny moustache that
was growing between my upper lip and nose.
I did not like it at all.
So one fine day, I saw a shaver in the hotel and used it.
I felt happy to shave it all away.
Cause I looked younger, cleaner and more tidy, hahas.
The hotel shaver is a manual normal shaver.
That happened 8th June 2008 at Shantou, China.

LuoHu Hotel?

I had experienced the wonder of a shaver, for the first time.

Few weeks later, the next batch of tiny hairs
named moustache grew back.
I was once again, irritated.
Then, one fine day, I asked my Godmother
whether she have shaver at home.
She said my Godfather does not really
use shaver but she remember there is one.
She told me she will pass it to me once she found it.

Few week later, which is 9th July 2008 at night.
She passed me an Electric Shaver.
I was shocked... ... An old fashion model
Electric Shaver but a brand new one.
But what other choices do I have?
I can't stand it anymore and
I was worried cause I never used
an Electric Shaver before
and I don't really know how to use it.
I tried my luck on it after inserting the battery.

Then, when I switched it on, the shaver vibrated.
It had got me more afraid and more excited
at the same time... ... There goes, I tried to shave... ...
Then I realised I had to push it shaver
close to my skin cause the moustache was too short.
I push it hard against my skin and rub it
left and right for a minute.
Finished!

Then, I felt very uncomfortable, mild pain,
on the part I shaved.

This morning when I woke up, I saw this injury... ...

See that red mark?!?!

Alittle bit disfigured... ...
All I can say is, a lesson learnt.
Electric Shaver is not my thing.
I will hate you forever alrights!

(Brand new old fashion electric shaver... ... 9th July 2008)

(I still prefer manual shaver!)

Can I not grow moustache?
Random!

End Post

"... 我知道你我都没有错, 只是忘了怎么退后... " 周杰伦-退后

A Day at School - 9th July 2008

2008-07-09T05:56:00.000-07:00

I would want to thank my friends
who greeted me today and those who talked to me.

I am more happy today which means I am
less 'emo' in school.

Today had Biology Practical!
Dissection of Pig's Heart with
Kenn, Hui Min, Raynee and Sarah in my group.
Some of my classmates were disgusted by the
pig's heart, so was I. I didn't want to touch the
pig's heart at all. Cause I feel disgusted by it.
But I still touched it in the end.

Gloves were provided.
A metal tray with thick layer of candle wax.
A set of simple surgery knifes.
A practical worksheet.

First, Miss Sharon Gan demostrated to us how to
dissect and some gave some instructions.
Mrs Olivia Jacob came to our class to help.

When Mrs Jacob left, I shouted "Thanks, Mrs Jacob"
And she looked back.
Hui Min, Raynee and Kenn was in a very high mood
while dissecting the pig's heart.
And they did a great job dissecting the heart.
Miss Sharon Gan was satisfied of their dissected
pig's heart.

So, how about Sarah and me?
We use our 'eye-power' and drawing skills.
We had to draw a diagram of the pig's heart
Sarah is Malay, so she can't touch the heart
because she is restricted to by her religion.

And I want to thank Mrs Jane Chng for being
very forgiving towards me today.
I forgot to bring my work and she patiently
spoke to me and reminded me to bring it tomorrow.

Today's Elementary Mathematics was boring.
Every group have to present their project on graphs.
They had to do research and Powerpoint slides.
And again I did not contribute to James's group... ...

School ended at 12:40pm.
I played my handphone game 'Lumines'
throughout BASICS lesson.
Then straight away left home

End Post

"... 我知道你我都没有错, 只是忘了怎么退后... " 周杰伦-退后

A Day at school - 8th July 2008

2008-07-08T06:51:00.000-07:00

Miss Sharon Gan, you watch out!!!

Why? She fined me $2 Singapore dollars today
for not bringing textbook.

$2 Singapore dollars, see that!

Anyway, yesterday night I was packing my bag.
I had forgetten that today is Tuesday because
Monday (Youth Day holiday) felt like weekend.

Everything I packed was totally not for Tuesday's
Timetable, I am so srewed!
But, luckily, Design and Technology lesson is 3 periods
of practical (Hands-on), Social Studies I had desposited
my textbook in Mdm Sutinah's homeroom and English
does not have textbook!

Everything was fine until Biology class... ...
Miss Gan said angrily "Those who did not bring
textbook fine $2." Then I happily gave her and saw
at least another $10 fine on the table.
And she did not tell us where would the money go to... ...

My friend joked that it goes to her bank or
'Miss Sharon Gan trust fund', Hahas.

Today, I wasn't very emo and I did not sleep a lot
during class. Miss Solastri relief my English class
today and she was very humourous and cute in the
way she speaks and her actions. But I just don't know
why it made me more sleepy. But I was laughing
which is something that seldom happens to me.

At 2pm went to hall for the 'Tanglin Workout'.
One word for these thing, 'lame'.
I would rather do 'ACES' workout like what we did
during Primary School. Rather than some exercise
with mixture of Wu Shu, Tai Chi and
'Sig-lard'(I don't know how to spell that... ...)
Training started since last Tuesday.
Each session last from 2pm to 3pm.
The whole school has to do it for Racial Harmony day.

What the heck!

No further comments cause I am going to watch television now.

End Post

"... 我知道你我都没有错, 只是忘了怎么退后... " 周杰伦-退后

My thoughts about my friends [2]

2008-07-07T03:10:00.000-07:00

I had gave permission to let my emotions run my day.

I had allowed my laziness to control my actions.

I am very irritating until my friends would not like me.

But when I succeed in things, they came back to apologise.

The rest would wants me in their group in future.

But when I failed the rest in future... ... They'll remember me forever.

Well, because they always thought I was the one who always succeed.

But the truth is that, usually I would achieve success alone.

Am I really that selfish?

You think I do not want to achieve success as a group?

I guess there is just misunderstanding between us.

Cause you do not understand me at all.

I would not blame you at all.

Because you do not need to understand me when you insisted that you know me well.

I like 'Hi and Bye' friends cause I know they don't bite.

But when it comes to friends, when you are under their expectations.

They bite... ... Don't they?

End Post

"... 我知道你我都没有错, 只是忘了怎么退后... " 周杰伦-退后

A quiz (Annabel)

2008-07-07T00:28:00.000-07:00

(Picture taken at Shen Zhen, China 'in a theme park')

Rules :

Each blogger start with ten random facts or habit about themselves.
Blogger that had been tagged to do have to post out 10 random facts/habits about themselves. At the end of it, blogger have to tag ten people to do the quiz.
And of course, tell them they have been tagged.

Question 1

If time were to rewind, when would you like it to stop?

-The day before my father Commited Sucide.

Question 2

If you have a dream come true, what would it be?

-I would like to have a nice and pleasant relationship.

Question 3

Who's life would you want to takeaway most?

- My life.

Question 4

What would you do with a billion bucks?

-Give 1 million to each of my family members.
Give 1 million to each of my Godfamily.
Spend rest of the half on daily needs and a nice brand new private house.
Save up the leftover for investment.

Question 5

Are you happy with life?

-No.

Question 6

If you were going to die in 5 mins time, and you have only enough time to say goodbye to 10 people, who would they be?

-My family members(5), Godfamily members(4) and another person I could think of.

Question 7

Can you whistle?

-Yes.

Question 8

Do you like going to school?

-No and Yes.

Question 9

What kind of person are you?

-Crazy, Loner, Talkative,
Big mouth, Random, Curious,
Irritating, Busybody, Backstabber,
Badmouth-er, Emotional, Not approachable

Question 10

If the person you like secretly is already attached, what would you do?

-I'll just let the person go as long as the person is happy.

Question 11

How would you see yourself in 10yrs' time?
- I would be having trouble to look for a proper job.

Question 12

Who are currently the most important people to you?

-My Family, Godfamily, Close friends

Question 13

Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

-Single and rich

Question 14

What's the first thing you do when you wake up?

-Struggling to wake up.

Question 15

What does your favourite kind of shampoo smells like?

- I really don't know... ...

Question 16

How would you rate the perfection of your life now?

-3/10

Question 17

What type of people do you hate?

-(Please refer to my previous quiz... ...)

10 random facts.
1. I love my looks without specs
2. I like to sing
3. I like to sleep
4. I like to be random.
5. 'Emo' is my bestest friend
6. I am single. (Why am I still single?)
7. I am available
8. I will gain access to the internet everyday :)
9. I like to take pictures
10. I am who I am

Annabel Mei, I had done the quiz that you had tagged me to do.
Smiles :)

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"... 我知道你我都没有错, 只是忘了怎么退后... " 周杰伦-退后

Guzheng Charity performance

2008-07-06T10:21:00.000-07:00

(Picture taken by me at Xiamen, Canon camera 'Colour accent' mode)

I am at Woodlands now and today is Youth Day Student holiday!
7th July 2008
It is 1:21am in the morning now.

And I am still awake :)

Yesterday, 6th July 2008, I went to a Guzheng performance
at Woolands Community Centre.

Most of the performers are Soloist.
Abigail, Faye, Annabel and Sek Suan performed too.
It was a good experience for people like me :)
I was exposed to different genre of Chinese music.
And it lasted from 3pm to 7pm.
But I left at 6:15pm.

Then went to Chua Chu Kang, Lot 1 with Abigail, Faye, Sek Suan, Gabriel and Nicholas. Window shop-ed for a while then went to KFC for dinner.

I didn't have money so I didn't had the appeatie to eat.

Then, I went back earlier than them cause it was meaningless?
Everyone of us were like doing our own stuff.
So I left around 7:45pm.

I feel like crying now, I am thinking about relationship related stuff. It makes me sad thinking about it. My fear of having a relationship yet having a desire to own it.
It just feels very complicated. I am afraid I can't love because I depend on my feelings to love. Which is once upon a time I will have the feeling... ...

I guess, all I need is attention and comfort.

Hahas,

Random-ness rocks.

You too.

Smiles :) (1:53am)

End Post

"... 我知道你我都没有错, 只是忘了怎么退后... " 周杰伦-退后

My thoughts about relationship

2008-07-05T10:07:00.000-07:00

Can I lie in your embrace and and say that I loved you all the time?

Why must we go through so much obstacles?

I knew there isn't anymore feelings between us but why let feelings judge our relationship?

Trust me, I will take care of you. Please?

Should I make you my only one even if we are apart?

Will you be my life time partner?

Are you aware that I am waiting for you?

Why is it so hard for you to say to me 'I love you'

When I see you, I see the sunshine in my life.

You are my only one, I promise I will cherish you.

When you are beside me, I have a sudden urge say that I love you.

I do not have the courage to love you.

All I want is you.

Please show me that you care for me.

Please be honest with me cause that is what love is for.

Do you still love me?

Please don't forget me, I'll just need you to know I can't live without you.

I am sorry for expecting too much from you, I guess, all I need is you.

I know you love me but I don't have the feelings for you even though I want to love you.

Will we even have a chance?

I am waiting for you to say you want to be with me.

Will you take the first step, If you will, I will walk the next steps with you.

Is there forever and ever between both of us?

I'll hope that there is always each other in our heart and mind.

Will you be with me?

I really need you cause I really miss you.

Do you know that I am afraid and shy?

When I need you the most at a moment of my life, where were you?

Why can't there be love between both of us?

Can you treat me nice and pamper me?

I need your love and show it to the rest of the World I am the most happy person to have you in my life!

I want to be with you the rest of my life.

Thanks for all the care you had been giving to me :)

Random-ness just rocks.
Hahas

End Post

"... 我知道你我都没有错, 只是忘了怎么退后... " 周杰伦-退后

Where'd you go - Fort Minor

2008-07-05T05:54:00.000-07:00

Where'd you go,
I miss you so,
It's like its been forever,
since you'd been gone... ...

Please come back home.

End Post

"... 我知道你我都没有错, 只是忘了怎么退后... " 周杰伦-退后

My day and a quiz(Wendy) - 5th July 2008

2008-07-05T02:07:00.000-07:00

(Picture taken at Shen Zhen, China 'Lotus Peak'.)

Saturday, 5th July 2008

Piano Lesson

Today, I have piano lesson this afternoon.
It is at my new piano teacher's home.
Somewhere in Jurong West.
(My previous piano teacher is also in Jurong West area.)

My lesson time is at 2:45pm to 3:45pm.
I did not practice my piano pieces and I tried
to memorise my Grade 5 scales at her place.
Cause I was there at 1:45pm because my cousin
is also her student.

Conclusion, today's piano lesson is just sucky
because I did not practice to prepare for today's lesson.
Anyway, my Godmother fetched me and my cousin
to piano lesson. (From Woodlands)
And we were late because we left home at 1:15pm
and there was traffic jam. So we reached at 1:50pm.

Breakfast/Lunch

Today had breakfast/lunch at 12pm.
Ate Wanton Noodles at Marsling coffeeshop.
Add extra noodles.
I finished the whole pate of noodles and was full.

I slept at 4:30am yesterday night and fell asleep in the living room sofa.
:)

Currently

Wendy and Roxanne tagged me a quiz to be answered on blog post.
I am so irritated lahs... ...
Cause I don't like to be tagged to do quiz lors.
But today mood still okie. So I will spend some time to do
but I will not waste my time to tag others to do the quiz... ...

(A picture of taken at China)

Question 1

At what age do you wish to get married?

-How about before 30 years old?

Question 2

Study hard or Play hard?

- Play hard

Question 3

Who is the person you trust the most?

-For me, the person I can trust is depends on situation

Question 4

Do you have enough confidence?

-Nope

Question 5

If you have a dream come true, what would it be?

-A person who loves me and take good care of me.

Question 6

What is your idea of your friend?

-*When I am feeling emotional down,
cheer me up instead of saying why I am 'emo'
and then walk away.
-*Invite me out to shop and play
-Help me when I am troubled
-*Greet me 'Hello'
-*Truthfully tells me what I am doing wrong
-Musically inclined
-Friendly :)
-Does not scold me when I am down
-*Keep secrets for me
-Listen to me
-*They share their stories with me
-*Being honest
-Polite

Question 7

What is your goal this year?

-Being promoted to Secondary 4 Express

Question 8

Do you believe in Eternity Love?

-Yes

Question 9

If you have all the time and money in the World, what would you do?

-I would create a pump that would draw sea water out to the Universe.
-Make everyone in this World equal in earning.

Question 10

If time were to unwind, what would you want to change?

-I would want to change the fact that my father commit sucide.
Bascially change his fate that he would die early.
-I want my proper Childhood back.

Question 11

Have you wonder what are your dream?

-Dream during sleep = DeJavu
-Personal dream=Nope, I have low confidence in myself.
Aimly living my life... ...

Question 12

What feelings you hate the most?

-Being emotionally hurt by people
-Betrayed by friends
-People telling lies to me
-People ignoring me
-People who talk to me in 1 sentence and walk away
-People not engaging me into the group
-People who hate being my friend
-Arguing with my family members
-Why I am fatherless
-When I am not loved
-Friends being sarcastic with me at the wrong time

Question 13

Do you Cherish all the friendship of yours?

-Nope, truthfully.
-I seemed to take my friends for granted... ...

Question 14

Do you belive in love at first sight?

-Yes.

Question 15

What do you think is the most important thing in your life?

-Family
-God
-Relationship
-Studies
-Money
-House

Question 16

Who do you hope tobe always be behind you and supporting you?

-Family
-Friends
-Beloved one

Question 17

Types of people who are going to be hated by you

-Asshole
-Liar
-Bitch
-Not understading
-Spread my secret
-Like to be bossy in front of me
-Show me attitude
-Always treat me like a pile of shit

Question 18

The defination of hate

-I am speechless... ...
I will think about it.

Question 19

Do you deserved to be loved?

-Yes.

Question 20

Do you love your class?

-No... ...
(Same thoughts since Primary School)

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"... 我知道你我都没有错, 只是忘了怎么退后... " 周杰伦-退后

Abigail's birthday party

2008-07-01T09:18:00.000-07:00

(In Picture, Left - Jerry, Right - My China trip Tour Guide for 6 days)

Today went for Abigail's birthday party at her place.

Overall was enjoyable, peaceful and great.

Thanks a lot for Abigail's family for being so good to us.

And Happy Birthday Abigail.

I was glad that Annabel and Sharon was also around :)

We started chatting like no tomorrow since they came after their project.
I am referring to Annabel and Sharon.

We kept eating and eating, talking and talking.

It was total fun.

Gossips, talk about troubles we are facing, discuss about things and talked about the past.

After school, met with Abigail and group to go to her place together.
Walked to bus-stop opposite school, took bus 78 to Clementi Central.

Then started walking to her place... ...

At first I was emo-ing, until after the over headbridge before AYE entrance.
I started thinking more positively.

And I forgot how to walk to Abigail's home. Lols.
I only been there twice... ... This is my third time.

Stopping here cause my Godmother scolding me for using computer until so late.

Now is 12:25am.

Abigail's officical Birthday.

Happy Birthday to YOU! ABIGAIL

Contiuned... ...

There was a lot of food prepared by Abigail's maid and Mum for us. Like Curry Chicken, Satay, Seaweed Chicken, Popiah, Drinks and BarBeque.

What I hate the most is the BBQ... ..
I was trying to start the BBQ fire, the charcoal isn't good Characoal... ...
Burn with half box of fire starter and after 1 hour still not burned... ...

End Post

"... 我知道你我都没有错, 只是忘了怎么退后... " 周杰伦-退后

My Nephew's first month Celebration

2008-07-01T09:07:00.000-07:00

(This picture was taken by 'Chelsie' at Shen Zhen 'Zhong San Park')

Last Sunday was my Nephew's first month celebration at Senja (Bukit Panjang)
There were a lot of Relatives and friends that came for the buffet celebration.

I was there late and went with my 2nd Sister.
Both of us were fetched by my Godmother from Bukit Batok to Senja.
Reached around 2pm, ate lunch and talked to relatives.

Then went up to sister's home.
I was chatting with my relatives while waiting for my 3rd sister's Boyfriend to reach.
We had to wait from 4pm to 7pm... ...
Then he came, nothing much to say from me.
We just said 'Hi' and he greeted the rest of the relatives who waited for his presence.

Then went home around 9pm. Halfway through my Godparent decided to fetch my 5th aunt family cause there was space in the car. We managed to catch up with them at the bus-stop near-by. Then, I realised I did not had my dinner and asked whether we can go for supper.
We headed to Chong Pang Frog Legs porridge.
Eat until 10:30pm and fetch my 5th aunt and family back to Pasir Ris cause it was late.
My left leg was very numb and pain cause we had to squeeze 5 person at the back of the car.
I was like 'Ouching' for 5 minutes until I felt better.

School again next day... ... I was totally unhappy about school.
Recently, the feeling of not wanting to go to school had increased over the weeks since school reopened for Semester 2.

I will not fail to sleep in classes more since school reopened.

And homework, hais, totally hating it more and more and more and more... ...

My thoughts about my friends

2008-06-30T10:51:00.001-07:00

(In picture: Left - Jerry, Middle - Yi Ping, Right - Chelsie)

I am always being very 'Emo' since school reopened.

My 'Emo' is showing people my serious looking facial expression and keeping silent.

Keeping silent means not talking to anyone.

I will just stare at the person and walk away.

What else can my friends do other than saying

"Jerry why you 'Emo' again... ..."

Next action, walk away... ...

To me,

friends are always stranger,

I am just a listening ear.

A Day at School - 30th June 2008

2008-06-30T09:52:00.000-07:00

(This above picture is taken by 'Chelsie' at Shen Zhen 'Zhong San Park')

During Guzheng

Yin Hong Lao Shi asked me to join Guzheng SYF 2009 team again.

Anyway, I was fixing Guzheng stands today

using hammer, nails and PVA(?) glue.

I took almost 2 hours to fix them... ...

Why did I use PVA(?) glue when I had hammer and nails.

It is because using nails is very difficult to nail it into the wood.

The nails are just so unfriendly... ...

It kept bending and went crooked.

So I decided to return the hammer to the

D&T department and borrowed PVA(?) glue.

I left Guzheng practice at 4:45pm and head to my home at

On my way to Bukit Batok

Went back to Bukit Batok to take my allowance and pass

some stuff to my family members.

When I was on the bus, at first it was not very crowded

until opposite Commonwealth Secondary School bus stop... ...

Then I tried to squeeze thorough cause there was empty seat

and the aunty did not want to sit so I took the initative to sit.

When the bus reached Jurong East area, the another aunty

beside me wants to alight and she had a hard time to because she

wasn't very skinny then I moved in and a fat guy from

Commonwealth Secondary School sat beside me.

He was very irritating, his hands just cannot stop moving.

He kept touching his friend's bag moving the keychain.

But the friend just ignored him and talked the his friend.

Then I was playing my Sony Ericsson game 'Lumines'

He was taking a long glance at me playing.

So irritating.

Until I reach my stop I decided to delay and alight at the

next stop cause the bus was still very squeezed.

The fat guy beside me was SO FAT, I had to lift up my leg in

order to get out from my seat... ...

And his group of friends were more irritating.

They were teasing him said something like

"(Fat guy)I don't know his name,squeeze squeeze."

At Bukit Batok

Used the internet, played with my Baby nephew,

ate dinner and left around 7:45pm.

I found out that I forgot to take my pencil box

while I was waiting for the lift to come up.

I had to walk back home again. My memory is just so bad... ...

On my way back to Woodlands

Took MRT back to my cousin's place at Woodlands.

I was listening to MP3 and playing my Sony Ericsson's game 'Lumines'.

I am like very obessed with that game.

Cause I had completed the whole game for at least

10 times of Easy to Hard mode.

I love Puzzle games a lot.

Like MSN Messenger's 'Hexic' and 'Bejeweled'

Love them the best compared to Online games like

Maple story and Gunbound

The Boys' Brigade 2008

(This picture is taken at Shen Zhen 'Window of the World' [Japan])

I had been slacking in The Boys' Brigade this year

and everyone is very aware of it.

Recently, last Friday, was Change Parade and

Passing of Parade for this year's Secondary 4 members.

I was the only member wearing the BB polo tee as

Top cloth and the rest, Full Uniform.

Everyone just never fail to keep asking me where is my Full Uniform.

I told some of them I 'Gua Lan-ing...'

So I didn't wear my Full Uniform.

China Project

I just completed half of my China Trip project on Powerpoint.

I still have another half to go and it is 0105hours now

when I wrote this sentence.

But I enjoy doing it because of the pictures and spending

time figuring out the 'HanYuPingYing' for the Chinese words.

I took around 3 hours to do the first half in between

was television break, toilet breaks and supper break. Hehes

SCHOOL

This morning Timothy, Joel and Natdaniel came to say

'Hello' to me before the school bell rang.

We also chatted about the China trip project work that need

to be passed up that day... ... 30th June 2008.

Which is yesterday, stress now.

I am going to be tortured by Combine Science (Physics)

Mr Tan Puay Eng makes the whole subject so complicated,

boring and not exciting... ... Or am I expecting too much from him?

Today's P.E. lesson we had some Softball basic training

and we had to bring back the glove.

If lost, I will have to be responsible. It is like what the heck... ...

The P.E. department has nothing better to do is it... ...

The glove is now on my study table.

Today Chinese was as usual, letter writing to complain on

students playing and making noise downstairs at the void deck.

It just makes me recall of my Primary School days. Hehes

Good and bad memories... ...

Yesterday is a good day because there is

no English or Literature lesson.

In short form, "no Chng day!!!"

Time for a short celebration.

During D&T, I was trying to sleep.

Ended up last period I was rushing on my new

workpiece on mechincal 'Cam'.

I did managed to complete the workpiece with the help by Mr Phuan.

Thanks a lot!

AFTER SCHOOL

I went to the BB room and saw Mark and Jackie.

I went there to slack until the AVA room is opened for Guzheng practice.

Ate lunch with Elton, Jackie and Mark.

Mark brought a 'rock' bun.

Why 'rock' bun?

Cause it was a hard bun.

I spent $2.30 for my lunch, skipped my Breakfast cause the

queue was so damn long until I lost my appeatie to eat... ...

I contiuned to play 'Lumines' and Mark or Elton was like

alittle suprised to how well I could play that game.

Thats all my fellow readers

Smiles always :))

But not for me cause I am an EMO kid... ...

Ended this post at 0133hours

Sexual Orientation

2008-06-30T09:42:00.000-07:00

What are you?

A 'Straight' (Normal, Majority Opposite Gender)

A 'Bi' (Bisexual, Double, Both Gender)

or

A 'Gay' (Homosexual, Minority, Same Gender)

Maybe you should start asking yourself this question.

My thoughts

2008-06-28T05:10:00.000-07:00

我，不在乎天长地久，

我，只在乎曾经拥有。

I, don't care about forever and ever,

I, only care about having it before.

About School - 26th June 2008

2008-06-26T09:14:00.000-07:00

(The above picture is taken at Shen Zhen 'Window of the World')

26th June 2008

Mr Tan Eng Wee confiscated my Sony Ericsson Handphone.

Damn!

Saturday afternoon - piano lesson

Sunday afternoon - Nephew's first month celebration.

Everyday in school main aim is to sleep... ...

What the hell lahs...

Didn't complete my holidays assignments.

Today, during English class, we had a lesson on Racial Harmony.
Miss Allica taught us instead of Mrs Chng.
Nice one, but Mrs Chng should had been out of the class.
Total eye sore!

Hais.

Yesterday scolded her 'Bitch' not directly on her face but at my seat.
So loud that my friends around me could hear but not her.
How wicked of me to scold my teacher.
I could had been punish and caned.
I am just totally thicked skinned and crazy.

Now doing my Maths homework in order to claim my Handphone from Mr Tan tomorrow. Assholed... ...

No MP3 tomorrow morning on my way to school.
Idiot.

My company is having Passing out Parade this afternoon.
Hope that it will be a good one this time :)

But the truth is it is going to be the worst one in my 4 years in The Boys' Brigade, 26th Singapore Company... ...

Love and Relationship

2008-06-23T08:35:00.000-07:00

What is Love and Relationship?

Does relationship depends on how much feelings have to judge their love for each other.

Isn't it better if both parties are direct in telling what they think in their minds to each other?

Why must some people avoid communication and show unhappiness by doing silly things or crying.

Communitcation and Understanding is a key towards healthy relationship.

There should be forced relationship, which would end up in unhappiness for both parties.

Is constant kissing and hugging important in relationship?

Having sex or caring for the other party is more precious?

I do not know how to love.

But all I know is one should not kill himself for the other party or hurt himself purposely for the other party.

And even if the relationship between each other failed.

Do not cry like there is no tomorrow.

There are more people

Guzheng Ensemble

2008-06-22T10:17:00.000-07:00

(The above picture is a dessert from Silkair during the flight back to Singapore.)

Should I join Singapore Youth Festival 2009 with Tanglin Guzheng Ensemble?

Ying Lao Shi want me as percussionist again... ...

Hate Mrs Chng, please retire Mrs Chng... ...
Like this year August???

Hais... ...

Unexplainable pain... ... as her student.

The Boys' Brigade

2008-06-22T09:42:00.000-07:00

It is 0042 hours now.

I am eating my supper, instant porridge.

Cause I did not had much appeatie for Dinner jsut now.

So I am hungry now, hehes.

I ate 3 small size Mashed potato and 1 small size Coleslaw from KFC.

Hate to be going to school tomorrow.

Because I am going to see that Mrs Chng again... ...

And I need to do Boys' Brigade notice board... ...

Worst nightmare to see Mrs Chng tomorrow.

Cause' I had not done her Literature project and English holiday assignment. I forgot about the Literature project until Min Jia reminded me during A Chorus Line BBQ... ...

And I lost-ed my English Holiday assignments... ...

I had forgotten how to do Coordinate Geometry... ...
Ah~~~(Help! Help!)

around 2230 hours, I chat-ed with Chuan Huat through MSN.
I asked him how was Adventure Awards Camp...

Overall was bad.

only 1 Secondary BB member went to help out, Han Wee... ...

And no Secondary 4 BB member went for James Milner Fraser Award for Excellence Presentation Ceremony... ...

And to be true, I cannot believe people like Yan Hui and Nicholas, especially Nicholas. Can attain Founders' Man Award... ...

Cause they were most active in BB only in Secondary 3.
When they were in lower Secondary, they wasn't very positive towards BB... ...

NO offence, just what I think.

But afterall, still have to congratulate the 7 Founders' Man this year.

WO Tony Yeoh,
SSG Chua Shermond,
SSG Rayney Khoo,
SSG Nevin Tay,
SSG Benjamin Tan,
SSG Quek Yan Hui,
SSG Nicholas Chung

And my final comment for this award is that I would not aim to attain this award because I do not deserve it.

Founders' Man Award is the Highest Awards that can be attain-ed in The Boys' Brigade Senior's programme.

CCA points will be awarded...

'A Chorus Line' Post celebration BBQ

2008-06-22T00:28:00.000-07:00

(The above picture is take from Xiamen Airport. While we are waiting for the coach to arrive)

Timothy!!!

Keep asking me for different China Trip photos.

End up only need Shenzhen 'Window of the World' and

Xiamen 'Gu Lang Yu' photos.

Wasted my time... ...

Next time read the instructions properly and carefully... ...

Anyway, 19th June 2008 (Thursday)

A Chorus Line post celebration BBQ was good.

At least this time round I know how to start a nice fire for BBQ.

PJ and Miss Chu's Boyfriend helped too.

It was at West Coast Park.

I saw PJ came up on the same bus 176.

He boarded at Jurong East.

When we both alighted opposite West Coast Park.

We realised Si Min was actually on the same bus too.

We crossed the road together then...

Saw Hafiz, Faiz and Kelly at Macdonalds.

And we walked and walked and walked... ...

To search for Area 2 BBQ pits 6, 7 and 8.

We were supposed to reached at 4:30pm to help.

Ended up we had a hard time looking for the BBQ pit.

We reached at 4:45pm.

When Joana and Roxanne came with the Contemprary Dancers.

They ran towards me and said they miss me.

I was like thinking "Laugh Out Loud"

Then chatted with Joana and helped to BBQ food.

Around 8pm, I followed PJ to the nearest bus-stop.

Then Mrs Chng came suddenly.

I was like "Fat Chng alert, hope that she won't see me... ..."

Sounds nasty right, hahas.

I guess you need to know her in order to think that I am not nasty... ...

I went home with Kenneth and Si Min at 9:30pm.

Took bus 176 and Si Min and Kenneth alight at Jurong East.

June 2008 China Trip [2]

2008-06-20T09:17:00.000-07:00

I shan't blog about all the events that happened during my China trip.

Cause it is going to bored you up-side-down.

I just enjoyed the trip.

I also hate the trip.

I was very sad and alittle happy throughout the trip.

(Enjoyed, Hate, Very Sad, Happy)

In summary,

I am happy to be the plane again after around 10 years when I was last on a plane.
I was like a 5 years old child while I was on the plane.
I kept making sound effects when the plane was flying upwards and downwards.
Hahas, but it was fun and annoying for the passengers also.
I sat in a small plane, not those that has the middle row.
5 Nights in Xiamen, 2 Nights in Shantou, 3 Nights in Shenzhen.

My appeatie was very different in China compared to me in Singapore.
I can eat 2 plates of Vegetables until Teachers scolded me.
I can talk so much until teacher cannot stand me.
I was happy for the first few days.
If I am not wrong, for first 3 days.
I was at the back of the bus, acting like a sissy.
Acting as 'JoJo' a character from the movie 'Ah Long Pte Ltd'
I added a 'Jie' behind the name 'JoJo' so the final name is 'JoJo Jie'
Most of the time, we were insulting, joking and saying 'Yellow' jokes.

Until one night, Mr Tie complained. He asked me to go to his hotel room and talk.
He told me to stop creating havoc and misleading the younger ones.
Among the students, I am the oldest because I retained.
I am 16 and the next is just 15... ...
What I am trying to mean is that I am only the 1992 year student there.
Things had been quite difficult for me.
Then, Mr Tie 'waked' my original 'emo' self.
My 'emo' is keeping quiet and ignoring people... ...

There were a lot of friendship problems, relationship problems and new found relationship in this China trip.
And I hate the 2 days which we went to Ji Mei High School.
The first day at Ji Mei High School was dumb... ...
We were ignored by the teachers and students.
They just contiuned their lesson and we just sit and stare a blank-ly.
Their lesson is 50 minutes lesson, 10 minutes break.
Some 10 minutes break have relaxation exercise instead of free time.
There is a music played, and a human voice in high pitch would be counting.
So funny, but reminded me of Singapore Myopia advertisement during my Primary School days.
When there was Eye exercises.

We kept going to different resturants for every Lunch and Dinner.
Most of the meals would have at least a plate of Fish/ Prawn/ Vegetable.
And even all of the above.
Soup is even Lunch and Dinner confrim have.
The Fruit for dessert is always Watermelon.
So... ... What the heck.

I took at least 100 photos everyday except for the last day.
In total, I took around 1200+++ photos.
Hahas.

Most of the pictures are just scenary, friends and buildings.
Around 10 photos is with my face in it.

June 2008 China Trip

2008-06-16T00:55:00.000-07:00

Let me recall my China Trip experience day by day... ...

3rd June 2008

I didn't sleep at 3rd June 2008.

Godparents, Mother and Cousins accompany me to the Airport.

Reached Changi Airport, Terminal 2 at 5:55am.

Weigh my luggauge

Cleared some of my extra stuff

Went to Row 10 for Check-In my lugguage

Talked to Annabel and Abigail

Annabel mother was angry with us because we talked very loud

And she said to Annabel, "You think you all own the airport is it"

My Lugguage was around 15.7Kg

my sit is at 16B(SilkAir MI922)
On my left is Kelly and my right is Gabriel

I had to take care of the younger ones
So Abigail called me 'mother' because I was taking care of Joel, Natdaniel and Timothy.

Was at Gate E8, helped them to take photo and called my sister.
My Brother-in-Law picked up the call and said my sister is in Labour.
(Going to give birth)

I was stunned! ... ...

I was waiting for entry to the plane

I helped some of them to take photos

And know some of my Group 4 members
(Jeslyn, Chew Huan, Abigail, Kelly, Serena and me)

... ... Not to be contiuned

Back from China Trip

2008-06-13T18:52:00.001-07:00

Safe back in Singapore :)

A joke about Jerry and his Hairstyles

2008-06-01T23:27:00.000-07:00

So, one fine day, I was bored so I tried to have fun with my hair... ...

My Original self!!!

Without Specs (Style 1)

Without specs (Style 2)

Without specs (Style 3)

With specs (Style 4)

With Specs (Style 5)

With Specs (Style 6)

All those are just for laughs (Lol-s!!!)

China Trip travel information

2008-06-01T20:52:00.001-07:00

Tanglin Secondary School

东林中学

China Cultural Immersion Programme

中华文化浸濡游学活动

XiaMen, ShanTou, ShenZhen

厦门，汕头，深圳

3rd June 2008 - 13th June 2008

3rd June 2008 (XiaMen) FuJian Province
Departure 0810hour - Arrival 1215hour (MI922)

-XiaMen Overseas Chinese Museum

-South PuTuo Temple

4th June 2008 (XiaMen) FuJian Province
-JiMei High School: Full-day Classroom experience

5th June 2008 (XiaMen) FuJian Province
-JiMei High School: Full-day Classroom experience

6th June 2008 (XiaMen) FuJian Province
-GuLangYu Island
-ShuZhuang Garden
-Piano Museum

-Pan Island Express
-Tea House
-BaiLuZhou Park

7th June 2008 (XiaMen) FuJian Province
-JiMei School Village
-Former Residence of Mr. Tan Kah Kee
-Returning Hall
-Ao Park

-XiaMen University
-XiaMen's Biggest Bookshop
-ZhongZhan Road

8th June 2008 (ShanTou) GuangDong Province
-JiangDong Ancient Bridge
-DongShan Island

9th June 2008 (ShanTou) GuangDong Province
-BinHai walkway
-The Symbolic Tower of the Tropic of Cancer
-QueShi Bridge
-ShanTou University
-Palace Temple of Old Mother
-Chen Ci Hong's Former Residence
-ZhongShan Park

10th June 2008 (Shen Zhen) GuangDong Province
-Lotus Peak
-LuoHu Commercial City

11th June 2008 (Shen Zhen)
-'Splendid China' Scenary Park
-China Folk Cultural Village
-Theme Park
(Musical Stage Show, Carnival Parade)

12th June 2008 (Shen Zhen) GuangDong Province
-ShenZhen Museum of Comtemporary Art
-'Window of the World' Theme Park
(Live Dance Performance, Parade and Fireworks)

13th June 2008 (Singapore)
-Departure 1215hour - Arrival 1610hour (MI 961)

My thoughts about China trip

2008-06-01T09:19:00.000-07:00

I am going to China, FuJian province on the 3rd June 2008.

I will be meeting the rest at Changi Airport, Terminal 2 (Row 10)

6:00am... ...

My flight is at 8:10am

Going to XiaMen first.

Expected to reach there around 12:15pm.

My first time going to China!!!

And I am going back to where my Grandparents are born.

FuJian Province, hahas.

I am very worried that disaster might struck us... ...

Any kind of Disaster... ... Sky, Land and Sea.

I will just pray hard that nothing will happen.

God Protect us alright!!!

Ensure our safety back to Singapore alive and wellness.

In Jesus name, Amen

I started packing on Saturday and still re-packing my lugguage.

Hahas... ... ... ...

I am totally lazy to blog a lot this time round.

I even doubt anyone would try to finish reading everything that I wrote.

Hahas.

A Day at Guzheng practice

2008-05-30T00:44:00.000-07:00

Yesterday, was boring... ...

I would not want to blog much about yesterday!!!

Hahas.

I woke up at 11am.

Guzheng practice is like at 9am?!?!?!?!

And I was still sleeping... ...

So I slacked at home.

Watched movie, stared at computer and
ate lunch that my mother brought for me

But today, was different.

I woke up early!

I woke up at 8:30am!!!

Hahas.

I set mutiple alarm and my friend morning called me.

Hahas. Thanks!!!

Reached school at 9:30am.

Taught Zhang Fan percussion.

And learnt alittle about conducting.

Hahas.

Had fun today at Guzheng.

Arranged a new Guzheng arrangement.

For SYF 2009 .

So cool!!!

Hahas.

Went lunch with Abigail, Annabel and Amelia.

Sumo House, as known as 'Emo' House.

Laugh Out Loud!

Ate and played with food.

Chatted for very long time.

Played in the store outside Sumo House.

I did not write the full details because I do not know
how to explain what happened.

When I talked about Guzheng, they are like 'Sian Diao'

Cause after Guzheng practice still talk about Guzheng... ...

Play and play.

Went to Sony Ericsson shop and played with the phones there.

Then Abigail's mum pick up up.

Then Annabel, Amelia and me went to find Bubble Tea store.

I brought my favourite Champagne Grape Ice-Blended!!!

Hahas.

Went home.

Now at home stoning again and blogging... ...

Bye Bye!!!

Appreaciate for who you are now

2008-05-27T06:28:00.000-07:00

I had posted about 'What is not meant to be yours, will not be yours.'

Some readers commented that it had:

Made them felt sad.
Inspired them.

Well, I will try out another topic on

'Appreaciate for who you are now'

-How can there be Strong when there is no Weak?

-How can there be Genius when there is no average people?

-What is More when there is no Less?

-What is Big when there is no Small?

-What is Difference when there is Similarity everywhere?

-We need to be thankful for who we are now.

-We also need to be thankful for what we are now.

-We must be thanksful to be alive now.

-Give thanks to your parents.

-Give thanks to the one that gave you life, your mother.

-Give thanks to the one who provides, your parents.

-Give thanks to the ones who built you shelter, construction workers.

-Give thanks to those who gave their time teaching you, teachers.

Is giving Thanks too difficult for you?

While taking from someone is so easy?

Love is true when you GIVE.

Anything.

Love without giving,

Is not Love... ...

Arguements with parents might be unavoidable.

But why avoid showing Love back to your parents?

Whenever your parents are worried for your health, results and future.

You will keep complaining that your parents are naggy.

But you did not understand their feelings.

You should give in return by taking care of your health.

Study hard and understand what you are studying
and score good results.

Plan well for your future, resist temptations like games, friends and money.

This are what you can do to help your parents.

Friends are not everything in your life.

Games are not everything in your life.

Computer is not everything in your life.

CCA is not everything in your life.

But your family is your everything in your life.

How can there be Love when there is no Hate.

How can there be Like without Dislike?

How can there be Beauty without Ugly?

Appreaciate yourself for who you are now... ...

How can there be Right without Wrong?

How can there be Good without Bad?

How can there be Angels without God?

How can there be Immortals without Mortals?

Be positive in Life because you will be facing the Negative-s in Life.

Be Anti-Tempted for you will be facing Temptations.

Be the one that says 'No' to actions that will ruin your future.

Be the Happy cause there are more sad ahead of you... ...

You can cry over

a relationship

but remember,

Life still have to go on!

Never, Never, Never, Never and NEVER give up.

Cause Impossible is a Nothing!

You should not dwell on online games, games and computer.
Because they are just temporary entertainment.
And also known as stress-reliever.
But you need to take note that it does not help you in your examinations.
It does not teach you how to be a good human/ citizen/ filial child.

You need to know what is call 'Self Control management'
Never give way to failure but take success.
Never take the end but reach the top.
Aim high rather than dwelling in the average or bottom.
Never lose hope in yourself, but ask God for Wisdom.

Never say there is no solution but look and ask for solutions.
Never said I had practice enough because there are too many
different questions that will come your way.
Never let your tireness caused you failure.
But let yourself spend just enough time on rest,
so that you can carry on your future.

Never eat too much, eat well and enough.
Never starve yourself, because it is a way of killing yourself slowly.
Never betray or hurt your friends because you will end up hurting yourself.
Love your enemies because Love can change people.
Be good for you are meant to be good.

(I wrote this post because I was inspired by my senior,in The Boys' Brigade, in the past.)

My Day - 26th & 27th May 2008

2008-05-27T03:13:00.000-07:00

Let me recall what happened to me yesterday... ...

Yesterday date was 26th May 2008.

I was at my cousin's place at Woodlands.

I woke up at 9:00am.

I left home around 9:30am.

I went back to my place at Bukit Batok.

I was holding on to a big plastic bag full of clothes.

I was slacking at home.

I skipped Combine Science extra class in the morning.
It started at 9am and ended at 11am... ...

Then, I went to Tanglin Secondary School.

I thought there was Mathematics extra lesson in the afternoon.
I also thought there was going to have W1 Cluster performance.
When I was walking past Jamiyah Nursing Home.
I saw Sheryl and she told me that performance and Mathematics
extra lesson was both on Tuesday... ...
(Which is today... ...)

I saw Garrick and Jaren while I was walking towards the traffic light to school.

I saw Elton and Mark while I was crossing the road to school.

I followed Elton around in school.

Then I realised there was Guzheng practice, so I went.

Played Guzheng and chatted with Wai San.

I stayed until 4pm.

Went home at Bukit Batok and stared blank.

Used the computer and accessed the internet the whole night.

Chatting with friends through MSN messenger.

When for supper at 1am.

Chatted with friend on the phone for 1 hour.

Slept around 3am.

27th May 2008

Woke up around 11:30am.

Left home at 12:30pm.

Realised Ez-link card left at home.
Went back home and take... ...

I had reached Tanglin Secondary School at 1:05pm.

Watch performances and took video of Guzheng Ensemble's performance.

Until 2:45pm.

Helped to carry Chinese Drum up to AVA room.

Helped to carry De Xin's Guzheng back to AVA room.
(Cause she left and no one else wanted to help... ... ?)

Went for Elementary Mathematics extra lesson at 3:15pm.

Sat beside Emmanuel.

Talked to Joana.

Bluetooth songs to Emmanuel... ...

Listening to songs during extra lesson... ...

Slakcing and emo-ing during extra lesson... ...

Emmanuel's phone kept hanging and lagging the whole time... ...

Now it is working well... ...

By the way, his phone is Nokia.

Went back home at 5pm

Took Bus 176 with Rui De cause saw him outside school.

Went for lunch/dinner at Bukit Batok coffeeshop.

Ate Nasi Lemak Set A with extra rice.

Came back home.

Online now and BLOGGING!!!

Thats all!

Breakthrough

2008-05-25T19:50:00.000-07:00

What is not meant to be yours,

will not be yours... ...

不是你的，就不会是你的。。。。。。

I had been meditating on this sentence for a week.

Thinking about it... ...

Just simply makes me feel sad.

"What is not meant to be yours, even if you work very

hard for it, it will still not be yours."

Because it is all destinated... ...

But do you know there is a word that turns your life

around and you will be looking at life in

180 degrees change?
(Opposite side you are thinking and viewing.)

The word I am refering to is,

Breakthrough.

Breakthrough means:

"an act or instance of removing or surpassing an

obstruction or restriction; the overcoming of a stalemate:

The president reported a breakthrough in the treaty negotiations. "

OR

"An act of overcoming or penetrating an obstacle or restriction."

OR

"making an important discovery."

If our ancestors had not

believe in breakthrough... ...

-We would not be having buildings as high as the skies.

-Airplane that can fly above the clouds.

-Clothes that keeps us warm.

-Different Mathematics solutions and fomulas.

-Desktop computer would not be improved into Laptops.

-We would not have cars, buses and trains that will
allows us to travel faraway places a lot faster.

-We would not have colour-ed television and
Cable vision that connects us
to other parts of the World.

-We would not have MP3 and the recent MP4.

-We would not have smaller memory card such as M2 card which is 1/6 the size of SD card which can store the same capacity.

-Life would be boring which the entertainment that keeps improving.

All because of this word, Breakthrough.

But in order to, Breakthrough, in life.

We need to "Think out of the Box" which means

your ideas need to be "Bold" and "Daring"

If there is no Bytes, how can there be KiloBytes and

followed by Megabytes and Gigabytes.

Things can never

stop improving... ...(Important)

There is always be from 1 function to multiple functions and

improving the quality of the functions and product.

What is not meant to be yours, will not be yours... ...

Then you will 'Create' what that will be yours and

And PROVE that sentence wrong that what is not meant to be yours,

will not be yours.

My story... ...:

It is like getting my 6 'F9' grades and saying that the 'A' grades

(I wrote grades not grade means I did have 1 'A' grade before... ...)

will never

be in my report card forever.

***Anyway, during my Secondary 1 and 2.

At most I only have 1 'A' grade each year... ...

(If you need prove, just leave a tag writing that you want prove that I

have only 1 'A' grade in both my Secondary 1 and 2 year... ...

And I will post up all my Secondary 1, 2 and maybe 3 too)

My Retained year... ...:

But what I had done last year is that I had 'fell down' and stood up again.

OR

I had awaken from my 'imaginary dream' and started my realistic life once again.

Next, is to get 'help' from people

Put in extra, must be above what nowadays average students do,

effort in understanding what you are learning.

Stay away from computer, internet and television

as many times as possible. But don't restrict yourself too much.

Maybe just ONE hour per day would do.

Afterall, all those, are just pure Entertainment.
(Other than Singapore or Overseas News)

Secondly, is your time to believe that you can do it and set realistic targets.
(Must be above pass grade example, above 'C6')

Thirdly, is to keep asking questions, do more practice questions.

Let yourself expose to many different kind of questions.

Even the same type of questions but written in a different way.

Practice more on your weak topics, dwell more in them.
(Spend more time on practicing them)

iMPORTANCE of understanding during practicing... ...:

If you had been reading my Post... ...

You should had seen my English Language getting 'E8' grade.

This is due to my lack of understanding.

You can be hardworking and keep practicing.

BUT, the most important factor is to UNDERSTAND!

I had been practicing English Language because

Mrs Chng keep giving us work.

Until we could not spent time on understanding

and unable to do those practices correctly.

But the problem is during my practice,

I did not spent time understanding.

Would not it means that I had wasted my time.

The answer is 'YES'

Time is precious, you need to ask questions

And be the smartest of the smartest-s

(The smart of the smarts)

The Smart keeps asking questions and practicing.

While the smarts practices blindly or spent more time on games... ...

And even spent too much time on Co-Curricular Activities

OR

Extra activities out of school.

You are very unlucky if you have a teacher like Mrs Chng who gives

works like other teachers but does not teach... ...

(Note that I wrote workS... ...)

During the process... ... :

Temptations, Social pressure, Peer Pressure and Distractions are

definately not avoidable... ... It is a part of going towards success.

Entertainment, Playing with friends more than spending time on work.

Lazy to do this and that thing and homework.

You need to have your Mind(Brain) controling over your body.

And not allow your physical body to control over you

most of the time.

If you let your body control you more than your mind

controling over your body.

DEAD, you need to experience 'falling down'

Being fillal to your parents is important.

Being respectful to your

grandparents, seniors, elderly, relatives

and older cousins and friends.

IS VERY IMPORTANT!

Conclusion: Now do you believe in Breakthrough?

Get out of your current comfort zone(simple life, entertainment)
and make a drastic(big difference) change to your life.

Will you, now, still believe that
"What is not meant to be yours, will not be yours, even if you work hard for it?"

YES, you should... ...

BUT

Be your own creator of your own things :)))

Strive for Success, and

Success will BE Yours !

2008-05-24T20:29:00.000-07:00

Yesterday's Hillsong concert was great!
It totally rocked me. Hillsong band is just very good.
But they played a lot of very 'Hillsong' songs. Hahas.
I mean most of the songs they sang yesterday.
I had never heard the song before.
Luckily, there was lyrics on the projection.
I tried to sing-a-long.

I had brought a new shirt and 'wrist chain' just for this concert.
(I think I look like a sissy in this picture. Hahas... ...)

At first I thought I was going to be alone at the concert.

Until Mark sms-ed me at around 4:20pm.
And I was at West Mall trying out the shirt that I had brought.
I was stunned when he asked me whether I want to meet with them.

Just three words 'I AM TOUCHED'
From status I am alone to I am not alone.
Cause I had thought they had forgotten me.
At first I wanted to meet with Abigail and her group.
But I felt weird, so I did not meet with her.

Anyway, the shirt I had brought costed $16.90 (Originally $19.90)
I brought it from West Mall, Tom and Stephanie. (I am not joking!!!)

Hahas

Singapore Expo MAX

Pavillion, Hall 10

Hillsong concert organised by

New Creation Church

6:30pm

I reached Hall 10 at 6:35pm.
Luckily they did not start, they were playing games with the audience.
I was sms-ing Abigail and calling and sms-ing Mark.
I was watching 3 LCD TV inside the Hall while waiting for Benjamin, Mark and Sec. 1 Nicholas.

But they still had not entered the hall when the concert is going to start. So I'd just went in the concert at 7:00pm when it started. (They can't come in all because of Jaren Ong!!! Tickets are with Jaren)

I was alone... ...
But was sms-ing Abigail about the concert. Laugh Out Louds.
I felt lonely, very lonely. But I had no choice. So I went in and stand with the rest of the crowd. But I did not enjoyed myself at first because of the 'extra' goodie bag they gave. I had to think where to put when I was singing.
I was feeling lonely. They were singing a lot of new songs. I was totally losted.

During the preaching by New Creation Church Youth Pastor, Benjamin.
He preached about Undeserving Love from God and stepping into the Zone.
During the preaching I went to find Benjamin and Mark.
I was shocked when I saw them because the front half of the hall was people sitting on the ground. I was using my handphone throughout the preaching and talking to Benjamin. Mark and Nicholas was very very quiet.

Benjamin wore a new type of shirt today. Collar-ed shirt with big checkered boxes with designs on it, brown in colour. Hahas.

They sang
-One Way
-Tell the World
-The Time has come
-Salvation is here
-All I need is you
-And more more more!!!
(My memory is bad, but they really sang a lot of new songs... ...)

Benjamin said it was more like a regular church service.
Cause they had preaching and alter call.
It was true, the concert did not focus on Hillsong United Band.
If it was really a concert, the whole session would just be HILLSONG UNTIED!!!
Hahas. Somemore we had to pay $5.

Mmm... ... Unlike the times at CHC, it was always free!!!
Praise God for that blessing.

Concert ended at 10:15pm.
Was 'waiting' for Johnny's group(Because of Benjamin lahs!!!)
Wasted some time and ended up not eating supper with Johnny's group... ...
Reached Changi Airport at 11pm... ...
Lefted at 11:15pm
And last train to Boon Lay was 11:18pm instead of 11:23 we saw at Expo MRT station.

Conned!!!

Changi Airport escalator-s! (wrong spelling?)

At Expo MRT station, Nicholas, Benjamin and me was joking and chatting.
When the train came, I stepped in without realising one-fifth of my body is still out of the train.
When the doors closed. The door hit-ed my right shoulder and I turned one round stationary and people outside the train was liked STUNNED. I flashed my fingers in the Victory hand sign to them and the train left. We were laughing about it.

Went for Supper with Benjamin and Nicholas at Changi Airport, Terminal 2, Burger King!!! And I brought my first triple Whooper!!!

Triple patties!!! Hahas. But I did not take the photo of it... ... Sad... ...
And it costed me $10.25 ... ...
And my favourite is Double Swiss mushroom burger. But Benjamin told me that Triple Whooper is very nice and filling.
Quite true :)

Miss-ed the last train to Boon Lay.

DEAD.

Took Train to Tanah Merah MRT station and took at Cab there.
Miss Chai said Nicholas's mother called her up... ...
So when we were in the cab, Miss Chai called Benjamin and me.
Benjamin and me was shocked! Cause how did Miss Chai knew that Nicholas was with us???!?!!?!?!?!?!??!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!?!

Took cab at 11:52pm.
Means 8 more minutes to 12am surcharge.
Oh my God!!!
I was complaining indirectly to the uncle throughout the journey at 12am... ...
Hahas, and I can't use bluetooth in the Taxi!!!
The uncle drive taxi for 30 years and don't know Yew Tee/Chua Chu Kang area well enough... ... Bad Bad Bad.

Nicholas was also lost.
So as the Taxi Driver... ....
It means spend more money on Taxi le.

And made the Taxi uncle turned ONE BIG ROUND AROUND CHUA CHU KANG AREA.

Well, I kept irritating Nicholas (I am sorry, that is my nature. Hahas)

Cause he made the uncle turned ONE BIG ROUND AROUND CHUA CHU KANG.
And the meter jumped faster then my heart... ...
My mouth did not stop saying words.
Luckily I did not curse.

The fare was between $35 - $40.
Hope that the Taxi uncle did discount Benjamin.

First was from Tanah Merah to Yew Tee(Nicholas) then to Bukit Batok(Me) then to Jurong East(Benjamin)

Benjamin asked his mother to help us pay first.
I reached home at 1am.

I had a great time with Nicholas and Benjamin after the concert.
Seriously, we CLICKED.
Hahas. I did not write down every single thing that happened.
Cause it is too much for YOU to read.
Hahas.

Slept at 2am
Cause I was too tired.
I did not lost my voice even though I kept screaming.
I kept jumping like there is no tomorrow, felt pain in my chest and stomach cause I was jumping vigourously.
But because I remembered God said some sentence in the Bible and I remembered.

It goes something like that 'The young who praise God with all their hearts and soul, their strength will be renewed' (Amen) It was true!!! I was not tired of jumping for God throughout the concert!!! Just jumping and lifting my hands to God!!! Hahas. Missed the times at CHC praising and worshipping God.
LOVED MY PAST!!! HATE MY PRESENT!!! THINKING OF MY FUTURE!!

Hahas.
Thank God for this day.

Life of a Retain Student report on Mid-Year

2008-05-23T03:51:00.000-07:00

IMPORTANT POST (Life - of - a - Retained - Student)
Report on my results for my year I retained.

I am back from School.

Went for dinner just now at Bukit Batok BLK 155 coffeeshop, a new western food shop.

Ate German Black Pepper Chicken Chop and french fries.
It costed $6.50 for Chicken Chop, $1.50 for Mushroom soup, $2 for french fries.
Drank Home-made Ice Lemon Tea :)
Today dinner is special because I was havin dinner with my mother.

If my mother did not ask me to eat with her. I won't have eaten dinner.
Usually I would skip 2 meals a day or no meals for the whole day... ...
I guess I am allowing my emotions to control over me... ...

Reached school at 4:20pm.
Went for the China trip briefing at Laurel Room.

Meet-the parents with Miss How at 4:55pm.

4 'A2', 1 B3, 1 'C6 and 1 'E8'
Class Position: 8/34
Level Position :117/???
Percentage : 64.0% [447.7/700]
L1R4: 16
L1R5: 22

BELOW is my 'MYE' 2008 result slip

English Language - 33.0(from 46.0) and 47.0 = [41.8/100]
MYE paper [47/100]

Chinese Language - 66.0(from 70.0) and 75.0 = [71.6/100]
MYE paper [75/100]

Elementary Mathematics - 67.0(from 73.0) and 77.0 = [73.3/100]
MYE paper [77/100]

Pure Biology - 75.0(from 88.0) and 71.0 = [72.5/100]
MYE paper [71/100]

Combine Science (Physics/Chemistry) - 70.0(from 75.0) and 71.0 = [70.6/100]
MYE paper [63/100]

Combine Humanities (Social Studies/Literature) - 55.0(from 52.0) and 50.0 = [51.9/100]
MYE paper [50.2/100]

Design and Technology - [66.0/100]
MYE paper - [71.0/100]

BELOW IS MY 'MYE' 2007 result slip

(Only passed Food and Nutrition for 'CT' and 'MYE' and overall)
(Only passed Chinese for 'MYE')
6 'F9', 2 'D7', 1 'C6'... ... ... ... ... ... ... ... ...
Percentage:33.9% [305.2/900]
L1R4 : 38
L1R5 : 47
Class Position :38/38

English Language - 37.0 and 29.0 = [32.0/100]

Chinese Language - 35.0 and 57.0 = [46.6/100]

Elementary Mathematics - 45.0 and 47.0 = [46.3/100]

Combine Science (Physics/Chemistry) - 70.0 and 71.0 = [70.6/100]

Combine Humanities (Social Studies/Geography*) - 39.0 and 34.0 = [35.9/100]

NO COMBINE HUMANITIES (LITERATURE)
NO ADDITIONAL MATHEMATICS
NO PURE BIOLOGY
NO PURE LITERATURE
NO FOOD AND NUTRITION
NO MUSIC 'O' LEVEL

NO DESIGN AND TECHNOLOGY

(Above)^^^1st semester (2008) subject teacher's comments

Best - A1 (Pure Biology)
Worst - D7 (English Language)
(Above)^^^ Common Test Term 1 (2008) Results

BELOW IS MY Common Test Term 1 (2007) result slip

Best - B3... ... (Food and Nutrition)
Worst - F9 (English Language)
^^^ (Above)

Overall comments : I had improved my overall subjects. My English Language is always the worst subject grade and marks... ... No 'A1' for 'MYE' 2008 ... ...
Only 4 'A2' WHY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

(Above)^^^Design and Technology Theory (MYE)
[71/100] Proven*
(My friend did not lied to me about my DnT Theory results. Mr Phuan told me of the 66/100 is the overall DnT results including practical. I joined DnT late so he even added the practicals that I did not do... ...)

***I will post up my 2007 Common Test and Mid-Year Results later at night :) {DONE!!!}

2008-05-23T00:21:00.000-07:00

It is my another journey trying new clothes without buying them :P

Where did I go after alighting at Orchard MRT station?

My favourite Escalator in Orchard road at Wisma Atria LOLs

Inside Wisma Atria Shopping Centre

Espirit at Takashimaya/Wisma Atria (I forgot... ...)
Saw both pure white pants and jeans that cost around $90... ...

Top costed around $30 (didn't buy)

Jeans costed aroun $80... ... (didn't buy)

I used my own belt.
The top costed around $60... ... (didn't buy)
Pants costed aroun $80... ... (didn't buy)
(This picture I got smile abit okay! Not 'dao' face le)

Top man at Wisma Atria
Saw pure white skinnies that costed around $90... ... (didn't buy)
But I totally anti-skinnies.
Why? Cause it makes me looks like I only have bones for my legs... ...
Some clothes are on 1/2 price sale!!!
Wallets below price of $30 and most of them below $20. (didn't buy)

Giordano Concepts at Wisma Atria
Pure white pants costed $120... ... ... ... (didn't buy)

Takashimaya shopping centre

VIP at West Mall
Saw both cheaper pure white pants and jeans.
Pants costed aroun $30. (didn't buy)
Jeans costed around $40. (didn't buy)

NEXT tonight is Queensway Shopping Centre!

2008-05-22T23:24:00.000-07:00

I love my phone!!! When charging still can plug in earphone and listen to songs.
And can use my own earphone instead of ear piece.
Hahas, love it lots.
So user-friendly.

(I love this song by >>Nick Lachey - I can't hate you anymore<< )

Just came back from Orchard.

I was early for school today.
Because I stayed over at my cousin's place yesterday.
My Godmother woke me up at 6:15am, as usual, like during normal school days.
She drove me from Woodlands to Marsling MRT station.

I reached school around 7:05am :)
Before that, I decided to go 7-11 to shop for Mentos.
(Seven eleven~~~ it's a store and More )

Brought Faye Mint Mentos (her favouite) that I owe her
and
Brought Abigail her favourite Grape mentos.

I was listening to my Walkman phone (W910i)
Throughout my journey from Marsling MRT station to until school starts.
Morning Assembly was at hall today because of Discipline talk and guest speaker about family as well as 2nd donation collection for Myanmar and China's disater.

Hall programme ended at 9:45am.

Went back to class and tidied the classroom and arranged MYE(Mid-Year Examination) papers and took out all the subjects paper combined them by name of owner.
(Laugh out loud... ... I wrote so long to explain. My English just sucks... ...)

And when the bell strikes at 10:00am.

Offically END OF

FIRST SEMESTER!!! !!!

Hahas, happy holidays to all Secondary School peeps :)))

TODAY's HIGHLIGHTS

Number 1
I was early for school.

Number 2
I was shopping at Orchard alone.
Went Wisma Atria, Takashimaya and Ngee Ann City
(Top man, Espirit, Giordano Concepts)

Number 3
I drank 1.5 litres of Ice Lemon Tea by myself

Number 4
Sheryl and Sherlyn was shocked when I told them I was going Orchard ALONE!
(Laugh Out Louds)

Number 5
Finally, I had saw the Design and Technology paper with my own eyes... ...
I really got 71/100 like what my friend said... ...
Only the overall combine with practical work made me got 66/100... ...
I am sorry!!!

Number 6
Manfred and Ding Li asked me along to accompany them at school Library after school.
But I had already planned to go Orchard(Wisma Atria - Giordano Concepts) so I did not follow them.

Manfred (left) and Ding Li (Right)
Manfred is my MYE subjects competitor.
He is too good for me to compete.
-Got top for Combine Science (Physics)
-Got top for Combine Science (Chemistry)
-Got top for Pure Biology
-Got top for Elementary Mathematics
He got highest percentage in 3E4.
I got second highest for percentage in 3E4.

Number 7
Abigail said she did not received my mentos for her.
(Caused I asked Brenda to pass to her)
She just denied that she received it... ...
But Brenda was around so I asked her and she said she did pass to Abigail.
LOLs... ...

Number 8
I saw Joana's father and his tatoo on his arms and legs.
Oh my God... ... My classmates were talking about it when they saw her father.

Number 9
The guest speaker was good in delivering her speech.
She was very clear with her words that she spoke.
And shared about her own family too.
I did enjoyed it but because it was a long session.
I felt tired... ...

Number 10
I did not buy anything at Orchard because they were too expensive!!!
Hais... ... I was shopping for White bottom to fit the 2 top(Blue and Green)
I brought from Bugis street... ...
(I am going Queensway after Meet-the-parents session)

Number 11
A kind guy at the Train on my way back home.
I dropped my Ez-link card dropped on the floor and I did not know before I turned my Walkman phone sound to the MAX and I was EMO-ing... ...
But he was kind enough to get my attention that I had dropped my Ez-link card.
Thanks a lot!!! You are so kind :)))
(He is bald and was wearing Dark Blue Jersey)

Number 12
A lot of my 3E4 classmates did not attend school today... ...
They 'pon tank' school today. Laugh out Louds!

I just realised that I am writing a lot of post this week.
I will try to make it more interesting.
Instead of just words, more pictures :)

Thanks for viewing my blog.
If you don't like anything in my blog

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If anything you would want me to improve on this blog and post.

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2008-05-22T04:24:00.000-07:00

It was true that my Design and Technology marks was 66/100 instead of 71/100... ...

I had checked with Mr Phuan again this afternoon after Assembly.

He was very sure that my marks was 66/100.

Because my Common Test results is under 'Valid reason' because I transfer from Food and Nutrition to Design and Technology just one week before Common Test.

My friend really lied to me, he did.

I forgotten his name... ... But I was really disappointed...
Just blame it on my proud self... I just kept boasting about of my results and hurt my friends around me that did not do as well as me.

Some were very forgiving and some were humble.
I am really sorry for being too excited and neglected your feelings... ...

I wish Tanglin Secondary School students who are taking 'O' level Mother Tongue next Monday (26th May 2008) All the best! Do it once and do it well.

I wondered what happened to my Biology results.
I saw my new Biology Common Test result was 75/100 instead of 88/100.
The difference is just TOO BIG.
I can't stand it... ...

L1R4 = 16
L1R5 = 22
Class Position = 8/34
Level position = Don't know yet... ...

I need to maintain my Elementary Mathematics results.
Sustain my 'A' grade.
As well as Pure Biology and Chinese Language, the 'A' grade.

I am disappointed with my Combine Science (Physics).
It is not much difference from last year.
Can I blame it on Mr Tan Phuay Eng or Myself.
I just dislike Physics... ...

English Language is much more disappointing.
I scored 41.8/100 for Mid-year combine mark... ...
It is like, very hopeless, VERY.
I should really blame it on Mrs Jane Chng.
She does not teach English AT ALL.
I mean it, she does not teach AT ALL.
She is the teacher who forces students to keep practising English.
Doing newspaper review, 20 Vocabulary words and Comprehansion.
She had not taught us the correct way of doing.
Most of us just keep practising the wrong way... ...

Design and Technology, is just like Physics... ...
Can I blame it on Mr Phuan?
He don't give us a lot of worksheets and notes.
Just compared with Mr Pek who give class tests, worksheet and notes... ...
Both Food and Nutrition and Design and Technology is just not my thing... ...
Hate it... ...

Elementary Mathematics, Mr Mohan does not tell us the common mistakes students would do in Mathematics. Even though he had a Master in Mathematics... ...
Unlike Mrs Debbie Chow, she would prepare us well for Examinations.
Mr Mohan just do his job, minimum teaching that is required, and thats it for the day. But it is sad that he is often bullied by us, the students, including me.

Biology teachers are good, they provide sufficient notes on Ask n Learn portal.
And also during lesson time.
Unlike other Science subjects.
Only Biology has used Ask n Learn well.
But as for my class that got a trainee teacher to prepare us for Mid-Year Examinations. It was a really bad experience... ... Mr Tan Phuay Heng... ...
I cannot blame him totally as he is only a trainee teacher. I knew he tried his very best to prepare my class for Mid-Year Examinations.

Chinese Language, Mrs Pek, also prepared us well for Examinations.
But she focused too much on formal and informal letter writing... ...
Neglected a lot on Chinese paper 2 section... ...
But overall, she did prepared us well :)
And I had done well :)
*Loves Chinese since Primary School

Chemistry, I think Mdm Heng is alittle disappointed in us as well as has low confidence in herself. When she said "I know you learnt this topic before, but bear with it. If you focus we can learn faster." I think building up the foundation is still important. (I am bad at supporting my point... ...)

Social Studies(My most hated and worst subject... ...)
This part has to be totally blamed on me.
I did not listen in class.
Mrs Zambree did prepared us very well.
She is very organised and mostly on time.
She makes sure we had learnt all the skills required for Source-Based Questions.
And she makes sure we know what to write for Structured-Essay questions.
She is a really good Social Studies teacher.

2008-05-22T02:46:00.000-07:00

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2008-05-22T02:01:00.001-07:00

I was late for school today!

Reached school at 11:05am!!!
Had to do the usual procedure except for a late survey which was new to me.
What a joke, I commented that I spent too much time on the computer and I did not liked (Mrs) Jane Chng Lesson

The security guard said he could remember me because I was always late for this two weeks.
It was common in the past, even teachers know me for coming late to school :)

But I am allowing myself to be late because it was after Examinations :)

Only after Examaintions and holidays is just two days away.
China trip 2008!!! 3rd June 2008 - 13th June 2008
Should I go for blood test? I don't know my blood type... ... I am so scared of needle... ...
Although I kept asking Sarah if it was pain when the doctor take blood sample... ...
But I am still scared... ...
Should I go to the doctor and injection to have stronger protection against diseases in China?
I keep making myself afraid of injection... ...

My first Hillsong Concert is just two days away.
My BB friend from another company/school praised the Lord because I am going for Hillsong concert. Hahas. (All thanks to Grace and Abigail. Maybe I should thank Jaren too :) )
Hillsong is a well-known Christian band from overseas.

I went for recess without eating anything or drink anything... ...
Cause I had no mood for any food...
Talked to Kenneth about Charis (Our Primary School friend, currently in overseas)
That she is coming back to Singapore this late December.
Talked to Zheng Han and he said he was having headache.

Talked to Yazid, he told me to tutor him Mathematics.
But after sometime during our conversation.
I realised he asked me for A. Maths tution, but I am not taking that subject anymore... ...

Said 'Hi' to Faradilla, Gwendolyn and Paulette.
Talked to them about Mrs Chow and Examination.
Paulette said he regretted that she did not chose to retain in Sec. 3 Express like me!

Tried to talk to Yvonne but she refused to cause she was having bad mood.
Partly I complained how cheap her present to me was compared to my present to hers.
I gave her a solar-powered head shaking monkey... ...
She gave me jellies in a thin wooden box... ...
Can you imagine the difference?!?!?!
Said 'Hi' to Jessica who is with Yvonne

I saw guys in army attire coming down of a mini bus with Chinese instruments.
I was so excited! Finally, a chinese orchestra performance for Assembly :)

Then I went for Chinese lesson, Mrs Pek(Bai Lao Shi) was not around again.
I was chased out of the class because I talked to loud.
I argued with the relief teacher today again.
She was angry and also trying to control her laughter.
Hahas, I think I was too idiotic and retarded... ...
Before I left the class, I joked with the relief teacher that I was released from IMH recently... ...

Then I went to Miss Lai's classroom and watch Doremon the Movie. Muahahas
And watch 'Lao Fu Zhi' movie also. I was less talkative during the movie session rather than the boring relief teacher's class... ...

Then It was Biology lesson, they were watching the second part of 'Finding Nemo'... ...
Sian... ... Finding Nemo is a very sian movie for me watching it for the second time... ...
I don't know what happened to my ears... I didn't hear Miss Gan said cannot use handphone...
Luckily she gave chance to let me keep my phone. Today, I abit siao siao, I allowed my classmates to 'bully' me. They made me a retard...

Picture taken by James Leong, my classmate... ...
Sad... ...

During Biology, Sarah was chatting with me regrading the 'Hi and Bye' friend post I had written. She thought that I was the other one besides herself that know what is 'Hi and Bye' friends. But the truth is there are more Tanglinians that are experiencing it.
Then James was chatting with me about Cam-whoring in shopping centres changing room trying different clothes freely without buying them. Regardless of their prices.
Muahahas. He commented that I was 'Dao' in my photos.

Then went for Assembly, during the performance, I think I was the only one very very very enthu... ... The rest were bored by the performance.
It was a chinese ensemble from Mindef Drama and Music company.
There are percussion instruments, Pipa, Er Hu, Zhong Hu, Gao Hu, Dizi and Cello.

Loved the Dizi the most and the percussion was very very very soft... ...

The leader, who is playing the GaoHu, looks very manly.
How much I wished I looked as hunk and handsome as him.
My ideal looks... ... Hais, too bad that I am only an ugly retard... ...

Then, me and Jackie went to ask how to join the company during National Service.
Still need to go through Basic Military training and need to go for auditions.
And the shocking sentence he said was the practices are at Nee Soon Camp.
Damn far lahs!!! !!!

Sad that I am not as talent good as them.
I only act act good in music.
But the truth is I am not good in it.
I even sing off pitch very often most of the time like forcing my voice out...
Played off tune instruments and did not knew that it is off-tuned... ...
But I enjoy playing different musical instruments including percussion.

I skipped school yesterday(Wednesday), cause I woke up at 11am when my classes ends at 12:40pm... ...

I was late for school today partly because I really did not want (Mrs) Jane Chng to spoil my day with homework and classwork... ...
A lot of my classmates were pissed of by how she managed the class and how she treated us... ...

She only teach Literature, but during English lesson, she will just stuff us with classwork and classwork and classwork. And just happy-go-lucky without teaching at all. Wasted our precious time doing what we don't understand. Practicing English blindly... ...

For you information, she is almost in Tanglin for twenty-eight years already.
My sister who is ten years older than me,previously also in Tanglin, was taught by her before... ...

2008-05-22T01:20:00.000-07:00

Second Destination

Merlion park

I went there after shopping at Bugis street.
I reached City Hall around 10:05pm
And left around 11:10pm
Reached home around 12:00am

The wind was blowing against the Merlion and on the Merlion left side, there was no one sitting on the stairs. Why? Because there was a light drizzle due to the wind blowing aginst the Merlion. Laugh Out Loud... ...

Paranoma mode
Back-bottom view of the Merlion

Paranoma mode

Fullerton Hotel and business building view

Singapore Esplanade

JC Couples, hahas

It was Full Moon :)
Watching it alone... ...

2008-05-21T10:29:00.000-07:00

My significant birthday present of the year 2008 :) (Sony Ericssion - W910i)
All my mother's side relatives and my family members chipped in to buy me this present.
Even though I failed English Language and only got 3 'A' grades. Hehes.

I saw my L1R4 for Mid-Year yesterday, I got 16. As for L1R5, I got 22... ...

Went shopping (ALONE) at Bugis street.

I was bored at home on the 21st May 2008.

I decided to go out and explore!!!

First Destination!!!

Bugis Street.

I reached Bugis MRT station around 7:45pm.

I kept turning round and round and round in Bugis street... ...

I left at 9:45pm... ...

In between the time I was hunting for pure white 3/4 pants or normal jeans.
But there where only skinnies and white pants with some design on it.
Some I saw were very expensive, like $32.90, $59.90 and $69.90 (Fainted~~~)

But I brought 2 t-shirt at a discount rate of 2 for $18(Previously 1 for $10)
And I brought a watch, a blue one, which my schoolmate's fashion trend.
It costed $5.00. (Whoa~~~!!!)

I wanted to buy a wrist accessory, but it was too big for me but it was really cheap :)
$8 in one store instead of $16 in another store

(Originally the $16 was $20. The uncle discounted without me having to tell him... ...)

Next up is some pictures I took in Bugis street and Bugis Junction :)

2008-05-20T10:01:00.000-07:00

(Alone... ... Just me staring at the computer screen and the standing fan staring at me... ...
My daily routine... ... My personal friend, Habit)

Do you know how it feels like when your own 'friends'
leave you out of their outings?

And you are the one being left out for 4 years?

DO YOU KNOW KNOW HOW IT FEELS LIKE

WHEN I HAVE TO ACT DUMB TO MAKE FRIENDS EVERYTIME?

DO YOU KNOW???

I just simply hate Secondary School

life because of that... ...

Life is boring in Secondary School for people like me.
I really liked what Fann Wong said in the movie 'Dance of the Dragon'.
She said "When I am down, dancing brings me up again."
I would say "When I am down, CCAs bring me up again... ..."

It's alright, no one needs to apologise cause I know I am irritating.
And I am a busy guy so it is a waste of your time to even try to ask me.

I am use to being alone already.

Please DO NOT ASK ME OUT ANYMORE ALRIGHTS!!!

It just spoils my days whenever I thought about this things... ...
TOTALLY.

Call me a idiot, a bastard and whatever is on your mind.
I am an anti-social, attitude, irritating, ugly, sissy, boring, lame and disturbing guy.

Just forget me alright.

I am enjoying myself staring at the

computer waiting...

... For nothing to happen... ...

Hate my Secondary School life... ...
Just reminds me of A Chorus line production.
Spoils my mood more~~~

Don't want to talk about it anymore... ...

I just want to live my life with 'Hi and Bye' friends and I will be satisfied.
Just going to watch the Merlion alone... ...
Waiting for NOTHING... ...

It's my life already alright!

2008-05-20T09:03:00.000-07:00

"Black is Beauty"

My quote of the Day for 20th May 2008

Well, I looked ugly in this pictures right?

Hahas... ...

Today, I was late for school again!
And I thought today was Monday!
Hahas... ...

I reached school at 11:05am.
I saw Eriza before crossing the road to school.
First day brought my new phone to school :)
Hahas.
So it was during recess when I reached school.
Passed the BB room key and BB cupboard keys to Chuan Huat and went chat with Kenneth.
He asked me who I liked and we just kept chatting. Hahas

I told Chong Ling that I got new phone and suddenly

Jue Ying said"how come our table got so many people you only tell Chong Ling".

And I said "you jealous ah?"
She said "Ya lor, you Chong Ling boyfriend(LOLs!!!)"

But the truth is I am not, she is just teasing me.
Cannot anyhow tease la, Chong Ling got Boyfriend already alrights.

Mr Tan Phuay Eng was angry and scolded me because Idid not bring any stationary today.
Especially the most important Green Pen... ...
But Farsihah lend me hers, so kind of her :))

Then sang a song regarding Jang Chng during Physics lesson.
Wendy told me she will spam my blog tagboard and she really did... ...
Hahas

When to meet up Joshua for Lunch, chatted about Examinations stuff.
If it wasn't him that asked me for lunch. I would not be going for lunch and stoning at home alone... ... Glad to have a friend like him :)

THANKS A LOT JOSHUA!!! (My Primary Schoolmate)

Also in Tanglin Secondary School.

I stayed at home the whole day after having lunch with Joshua... ...
Kept using the internet... ...
Until 7:30pm I went for a nap and woke up at 9:30pm.|
Bathe and here I am now!

2008-05-19T07:19:00.000-07:00

I think I cam-whored today?!?!?
(Did I use the correct term?)

I was chosing which top to buy for 24th May 2008, Hillsong concert.
I would like my regular blog passer-by and friends to help me chose 1 or 2 best out of this 4 :)

^^^ Hot Red, fun (Number ONE)
^^^Pure black, very formal (Number TWO)
^^^Grey with style, with red and grey stripes (Number THREE)
^^^Simple branch design lime green, young (Number FOUR)

I am desperate for pure white bottom!!! Mmm... ... 3/4 pants? Lols

2008-05-18T19:45:00.000-07:00

(My first calculator!!!)

I went for supper with my Godmother, Godfather and my cousin(Winifred). We ate at Chong Pang coffeeshop's Frog Porridge.
It was really spicy and NICE. I drank Lime Juice and also ate fried squid and oyster omelette. Then chatted with my Godfather for a long time... ...
About some family stuff... ...

Before that, from 4pm to 8pm, I was singing at Woodlands Civic Centre's Party World KTV. With my 3rd Aunt, 5th Aunt, 5th Uncle, and Cousins.
Had a super great time singing off pitch... .... Hahas

Then went for dinner at Causeway point hawker centre. I think it is Kopitam? Laugh out loud... ... I having memory lost again... ...
Ate wine chicken in hot plate and went for light shopping.
My cousin, Nickie, brought me a handphone pouch for $8.90.
It is Chocolate brown in colour. It is for my new handphone :)
She said it is for investment because her birthday is on 25th June. Hahas

原来我还是依然忘不了我和你在一起的时候。
可是我放得下那段感情。。。。。。
我爱的人不是你。。。。。。

I realised that love, when it is lost, it is a very painful experience... ...

2008-05-17T11:50:00.000-07:00

On 14th May

Abigail gave me a Birthday Suprise by celebrating my birthday
with Guzheng members. She brought a nice Blueberry-cherry-chocolate cake as a birthday present. Very sweet and touching.
First time in my life a friend would do that for me.

On 17th May

My Family and Relatives gave me a Birthday Suprise by buying me a present even though I did not pass my English and only achieved 3 'A' grades for Mid-Year Examinations.

On 16th May

I was sad... ... I found out that my friend had lied to me of my Design and Technology marks. I asked Mr Phuan early in the morning and he told me a lower marks of 66/100 instead my friend 71/100... ...
I had not seen my Theory paper yet... ...

I felt the heart pain of losing ones love... ...
It was physical pain and emotional pain... ...
But I am feeling better now... ...

On 18th May

I am still awake at 3:00am... ...
Enjoying my new W910i phone.
A present from my relatives and family :)

On 17th May

I went for Republic Polytechnic's mini open house with my cousin, Li Wen, in the afternoon. And went for lunch as well as had a nice chat through out the day with her. About Examinations, 'O' levels preparations and family.

On 16th May

26th Boys' Brigade went to Singapore Polytechnic Graduate's Guild for Pool!!!
We, the fellow members of the 26th Company, had flood the pool room.
Muahahahas~~~
I went out to eat supper with my mother at nearby coffeeshop.
Ate Frog Porridge, two of it. (Frog was in a claypot and what porridge was in another claypot)

I am going to sleep le... ...
Tomorrow might be going KTV with my relatives.
Hahas!

My thoughts about myself

2008-05-17T11:14:00.000-07:00

我想我已经习惯一个人生活。。。。。。

一个人回家。。。
一个人看电影。。。
一个人吃饭。。。
一个人伤心。。。
一个人哭泣。。。
一个人开心。。。
一个人辛苦。。。

我愿你能找到比我更好的男人。
我不配。。。爱你。。。

因为我不敢爱。。。
因为我接受不了你的特点。。。
因为你太爱我了。。。

只能对你说。。。祝你，幸福和快乐

本来 - 同恩

你让我感受到真正心痛的痛

My Birthday

2008-05-15T08:57:00.000-07:00

(Jellies in a wooden box from Yvoone Yeoh)

Thanks for all the Birthday greetings,

Be it early, on the day or late.

Because I feel happy.

Got some punches on my shoulder by my friend for Birthday Bash....
More than 16 punches. Hahas...

I felt loved

Today, I was very random in Biology class.
Asking random questions to Miss Gan.
Hahas
Had a lot of fun with my classmates.

And I realised I am closer to my class guys after I got 4 'A' grades in Mid-Year Exams.
Hahas
Because we keep comparing results and helping each other find marks.
Hahas.

Thern Yang today very irritating...
He big fat guy bully small skinny guy.
He still punch me even though not my birthday today...
He just spoiled my day... A lot...

Yesterday was wonderful.
Abigail bought me a cake!
First time in my life, really, a friend brought a cake for me.
And celebrate with Guzheng members.
But she was sad later and went away.... Sorry!I just felt so happy when I found out she spent a lot of effort to buy a cake and finding place to keep it. I was touched by her act. I thought she hated me la. Everytime I nag at her she don't like... I tell her about leadership stuff she like say I lecture her... Hais
My good friend? Hahas. Don't misunderstand hor! She only my Guzheng junior and friend.

My classmates were also wonderful yesterday.
They sang me birthday songs. Played birthday bash with me.
Wish me Happy Birthday. Say hate me because I do so well for Exams.
Show me smiles on their face :)
3E4, you are great classmates. Never had that good feeling in my Secondary School life?
As in having a class full of fun and love that I can be engaged in.

Jian Yang!!!!!!! You have to work harder...
Cannot retain or drop to Normal Academic.
You want me to shout at you? Cannot... I don't like shouting at people and they don't help themselves.

I got like no birthday present....
Got 2 hearts made from straw from Farah in 3E4
Got Birthday cake from Abigail...
Thats all.
This year I low profile...
Did not tell people my birthday...
A lot of people really forgot my birthday.

But people that remembered my birthday and touched me was

HUI XIAN

WAI SAN

TAMMY

SI MIN

Joana

Miss Chai

Elderest Sister

3RD SISTER

GODMOTHER

I only remembered this few... hahas
My mother did not wish me Happy Birthday...
Maybe she forgot...
Or maybe I did not give her mother's day present she don't want wish me Happy Birthday.

Sweet 16th?
I think so, hahas
Cause I felt love by people
I feel less lonely le
Friends and someone and family.

I went Jurong West Sports Complex de Japanese Resturant for birthday dinner treat.
Ri Ben Chun~~~~~~~
I told my cousin, I did not had a break up today.
Our joke, hahas
Cause I had good appeatie :)
Ate until so full, I wanted to PUKKKKEEE.

Then went back home, chat with friends and classmate.
Still waiting for Emmanuel and Yvonne's present!
A watch and a monkey solar thingy.
Hahas

I am getting a new handphone le.
Maybe a new number also.
Changing from Singtel to Starhub :)
Sony Ericsson, here I COME!!!
My current phone is my longing lasting electronic boyfriend.
LoLS with it for 2 year and 3 months le.
It is very faithful yeah.
Quite sad I going to break up with it so soon... ...

I got A1 for Chinese
I got A1 for E. Maths
I got A2 for Pure Biology
I got A2 for Design and Technology
I got D7 for English
Waiting for Combine Humanities results and Combine Science results... ...
Tomorrow Die Die liao... ...
Getting back SS and Physics...
Hope I can pass the overall for Combine Humanities...
Cause I know I confrim pass Combine Science because I got 53.5/75 for Chemistry!
Hehe.

Hope that you don't mind that I am sharing me results here.
A bit boasting...

But I am really happy for my results
I could actually do well in my studies and I did not know...
Last time when I was sec 1 and 2...
At most got only 1 or even more lucky 2 'A' grades... ...
This year is a great breakthrough!
4 'A's and my family give me present also more meaningful.

This satuday going down to Republic polytechnic with my another cousin.
RP open house!!! I going i the afternoon.
I had never been for Polytechnic open house.
I am so happy my cousin jio me go!
So happy!!!
Hahas
Then at night got gathering :)
Family mother's day gathering :)
Hehes... ...
I still no present for my mama...
I am a bad boy!

Today, I told Kenn that once I did not brush teeth for 6 consecutive months.
He went back his own place... ...
He was sitting beside me.
Miss Gan told him to go back his place.
He did not listen until i said that.
I am not joking... ... I am so lazy that I can don't brush teeth for 6 months... ... ... ... ...
Sorry for that disgusting side of me...

Well, late for school yesterday and today
Yesterday, my birthday reached at 9:05am
Today reached at 11:10am.
Back to what I am last year...
Hais... ...

Good Nights

14th May 2008

2008-05-13T11:12:00.000-07:00

Today,

It is my BIRTHDAY!
And my nose is leaking('running' nose)... ...(RanDom)
I am ill again... ...
I am Officially 16 years old ( ",)
Emmanuel and Yvonne is getting me a present :)
I think Abigail is going to give me a suprise during Guzheng?

13th May 2008
Yesterday morning,

it just seems so weird.
I had discovered the weaker side of me.
The one who yearns to cry just anytime when he is hurt and unhappy.
Always feeling empty inside himself.
On 13th May 2008, I knew I was tearing every hour.
I only feel my eyes were wet and when it does felt that.
I know I am emotionally unwell.
Because I was upset over something that happened on 12th May 2008.

I was truthfully happy when my friends asked me out.
On 13th May 2008.
But I rejected their invitation. Well, I guess I am too used to my
lonely life. A guy who goes movies by his own and go home alone.
A guy who is just alone.
I told them the reason why I did not join them on 12th May 2008 for their Sentosa outing. They are very understanding fellow classmates. But I just want to be alone.
Going out and play is not my life anymore. My computer is my place of refuge. Where I feel comfort and strength and hope is around.

I was really happy to received back my Elementary Mathematics Paper 1 and Paper 2
E. Maths Paper 1 (56/80) and Paper 2 (82/100).
I felt that I can do even better, I just need to work even harder in future.
I can do it!
I told my friend about my results, my friend was happy for me :)
Well, it is good to have a friend to chat with when I am bored.

Combine Science (Chemistry) this time round, (52.5/75)
Second highest in my class, the highest was (53.5/75) just 1.5 more marks to be higher than him. I have to admit that I did last minute study for Chem.

And I am really sad for most of my classmates whose results did not turn out well.
I guess I am just too afraid to offer any help right now... ... I don't think I will do that in future.

Combine Science (Physics) Multiple-Choice Question (14/20)
There was 2 careless mistakes I did for this MCQ section. The rest I really don't know :P
But I am starting to gain interest in Physics instead of hating it a lot.
Hahas, my class highest for MCQ is 15 and only got 2 guys got that score.
That means I am 3rd for Physics MCQ.

Combine Humanities (Literature Elective) Satisfying mark of (29/50).
This time I was totally pull down by Prose that I did... ...
I just dislike Poetry and Prose a lot, I mean it, a LOT

Today was just going to school by taking bus 188 from Bukit Batok at 6:25am.
And reached AYE bus-stop around 6:45am. Why was I so early? I did not sleep... ...
I bathed before leaving home at 6:15am. A Malaysia guy approached me for coins to take bus while I was on my way to the bus-stop.

From AYE bus-stop I walked to school and climbed 3 steps of stairs with every step I take.
And every step I walked down I skipped one stairs step. I started to get emo... ... ...
As usual I would walk very fast to school and I saw the Ayer Rajah Hawker Centre going through some renovation. I decided to walk past Jamiyah nursing home instead to get to school.
I didn't know what time it is because I don't my phone with me and my watch is with Mrs Zambree.(Because I did not do my Social Studies worksheet)

Again, I sat alone facing the fence of the school soccer field. Then the track and field members started their morning training as usual. This time it was a long wait before the bell ring. I had reached school too early. Decided to talk to my ex-classmates and soon the bell rang.
(Don't forget I am a retained student)

I walked to classroom for morning assembly since Mr Tan announce to the whole school to go to From Teacher's homeroom. Went ahead to Mr Mohan's homeroom.
As usual, relactant to sing the National Anthem and I said the pledge.
Felt lifeless and worried for results.

First two period was Literature H-E-double L(Hell), with Mrs Chng. Still need to do reflections on Lit MYE questions... ...

Next period was Chem. And I was happy that I scored better than Guo Jie and Feng Yuan. And I achieved second inposition if I am not wrong. Manfred was first for Chem in 3E4. Did corrections and went on... ...

Chinese lesson... ... My Chinese teacher, Mrs Pek wasn't in school so could not check Chinese Paper. I am so worried for my Chinese Paper 1 and Paper 2. It was really difficult to understand and answer the questions. Doubt A1 would be achieved.

Recess time ate chicken porridge from the malay stall. Someone told me to eat some light stuff which is porridge because I suffered from Indigestion on 11th May and 12th May 2008.
Add a lot of dark coloured sweet sauce. I was lucky not to suffer from Indigestion or Gastric pain today :) Then I was with Jackie and Joel was playing the guitar and showing off his vocal in front of me outside the BB room.

Then went on for E. Maths. First got back E. Maths paper 2 saw (82/100) I screamed until the whole class could hear me. I was very happy. Manfred also got (82/100).
But I knew I am going to do badly for Paper 1 and I saw the marks... ...(49/100) But after corrections and recount marks. I realised my marks are supposed to be (56/80)for Paper 1.
Overall average percentage for both paper was (75/100) :)
At least 1 less C grade in my report book :P

A few of my friends were shocked to how well I did for E.Maths MYE.
Joana, Farsihah, Wendy, Kim Han, Guo Jie, Jian Yang, Manfred and Shafeeq.

Did a lot of recounting of marks tabulating of total score. I found a lot of mistakes!
So I argued for recount from Mr Mohan.
I am sure Mr Mohan was alittle shock to how well I did for MYE.
Usually, I sleep in his class or talk to Roxanne and Wendy.

First I must thank my Cousin, Winifred for teaching me E. Maths with so much patience.
I really appreaciated it if not I would not had achieved A1.
I would also like to thank my Godmother who took good care of me when I was staying at her place. (My Godmother is also my aunt and my cousin is the daughter of my Godmother)
Next is my another cousin for allowing me to spend more time on the computer.
We share one computer... ... At home, so I was really grateful when she let me use the computer.

Yesterday was Nevin's birthday. Didn't wish him Happy Birthday because of some unhappy past taht I would not want to mention. Wish him Happy Birthday here instead.
Have a sweet 16 Mr Nevin Tay! Happy Birthday to YOU. God Bless.

Abigail, I beg you to stop telling me about those guys that surrounds you, even Tony.
I am starting to feel irritated when you called me because of them messaging you and
asking you for stead. I would appreaciate if instead of calling me once a week, reduce it to once a month or just nothing alright? I don't come to Tanglin just to know your life in Tanglin alrights... ... No offence, just want you to know I feel irritated.

I was hurted by lies

2008-05-12T11:59:00.000-07:00

Camp Temasek IV 2005, loved it~~~

Yesterday, someone hurt me with lies.
I was hurted emotionally and mentally.
I was already very tried after my examinations
and the person is still doing that to me.

It was a very bad experience for me to be hurt emotionally.

That person was very nice to me. Then, I realised that person had
been lying through the words that I saw through my eyes. It is so strange and hurtful feeling. What are friends when there are lies in between us.

I just would want to pray hard,

that things would go back to normal.
Life would still go on after being hurt by the person.

I went back Bukit Batok
after Combine Science (Chemistry) paper.
I had reached home at 10:30am. I had spent time on the internet.
My indigestion recovered during Chemistry paper. It means I was still suffering during Chemistry paper.

Around 7:30pm, I decided to go to sleep because I was really exhausted after one whole week of Examinations. I only managed to woke up at 1:15am.

My subjects

ONEst - English Language Paper 1 & 2
TWOnd - Chinese Language Paper 1 & 2
THREErd - Elementary Mathematics Paper 1 & 2
FOURth - Combine Humanities (Social Studies & Literature)
FIVEth - Combine Sciences (Physics & Chemistry)
SIXth - Pure Biology
SEVENth - Design and Technology

Examination (Part 5)

2008-05-07T06:40:00.000-07:00

Mathematics

Totally not my thing... ...

Today only had Elementary Mathematics Paper 1.
And the most suprising thing is that Paper 1 consist of 80 marks!

What the heck!

But life still goes on and tomorrow will be
English Language Paper 2 and Elementary Mathematics Paper 2.
Comprehansion and Summary... ... My weakest subject.

When I was on the train way back to Woodlands.
I saw my Secondary 3 Geography relief teacher, Miss Kao.
She looks so pretty. I could not recognise because she did not wear her specs.

I need to stop now because I am very addicted to the internet.
All the best for Mid-Year Examinations.

Examination (Part 4)

2008-05-06T05:20:00.000-07:00

What the heck!

I am blogging now and not studying for
My Elementary Mathematice paper 1 tomorrow!

Whatever!

Anyway, I had confident that I will pass my Pure Biology.
With at least a B3 : )
I realised that Mr Tan did gave my class a lot of clues of the
questions that will appear in this Mid-Year Examination.
It really did, as well as Miss Gan.
Multiple Choice Questions are very easy.
Only have 5 difficult questions out of 30 questions.
"Is Root Hair cell adapted for transport" ???
Red blood Cell and Xylem Vessel its structure is adapted
for transport.

Guo Jie did not come to school for Biology Examination today.
Wonder what happened to him.
And my G-1 Black pen is still with him!!!

Tomorrow Elementary Mathematice Paper 1 starts at 11:15am.

Examination period (Part 3)

2008-05-05T05:38:00.001-07:00

How many parts will I have for Examination topic?

The answer is that I am not sure.

Anyway, tomorrow is Pure Biology theory examintion.
I am very stressed now as I was the top for this subject in my class.
First time I top a subject in the class alone.
But after 3 months with Mr Tan, a trainee teacher.
I have lost interest in Biology.
I find it really difficult to understand when he teach.
I am so stressed.
And recently, for Nutrition in Animal retest, Feng Yuan top for that class test. I lost hope... ... I am being over confident in myself.

Why must my class get Mr Tan to prepare us for Mid-Year Examinations and why not 3E5. I am so sad now.

Today, I was so stressed by Social Studies because I could not understand Source-Based Questions well enough. And Literature elective was the same situation. I hope I will pass again for my Combine Humanities.

Guo Jie borrowed stationery from me again. This time, a black pen. He said he needs an extra black pen just in case. I was so dumb I gave him my pen and I left with only one black pen. Why am I so helpful. When I also need an extra pen... ... And he forgotten to return my black pen to me.

I had learned my lesson to buy extra black ink refill for back-up. It is really disturbing when he gave me those reasons.

I need to study now. Even if I cannot top Biology again. I still need to pass Biology : )

Examination (Part 2)

2008-05-04T06:25:00.001-07:00

(My name tag written by a trainer from Adam Khoo's Superkids programme when I was Primary 6. I was too talkative during the programme and I got this.)

Tomorrow is Social Studies at 8am
Second paper will be Literature Elective at 11:15am
It means that tomorrow is Combine Humanities Day!

One of the worst subject I do.

Today had piano lesson at Jurong West, which means I have lesson at my piano teacher's place. I forgot to bring my Mozart book. And I still did not do my Theory homework. Then my teacher complain that I have a lot of veins on my arms and she thought I lift weights. Which I don't but I lift heavy stuff like a stack of chairs and tables by myself.

I cannot find my Canon 3.2 Mega-pixels camera that was spoiled and I left it in BB room. I wonder which boy itchy hand go take. I wanted to repair it so my sister who gave me that camera will not know it was spoiled.

Just now I was at my Godmother's mother's place, as usual for my Godmother, she would play Mahjong with her sisters from afternoon 3pm to 8:30pm every Sunday. I will be there watching television, studying, sleeping and eat dinner.

My Godmother and cousin when to the King's factory sale t Jurong West and brought a lot of Ice Cream. Haha, Ice Cream for dessert everyday.

Source-Based Questions and Structured-Essay Questions are always my weakness. It means Social Studies is a killer subject for me.
Unseen Poetry and Prose are also my weakness. I could not understand them well unless someone tells me what is the story really means.